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I graduated from 14 universities, followed my family's arrangements, moved from the north to the south, and started working.
After entering the company, I like a girl. Because the company is in a remote location, I can go home every weekend. I stayed in the company for three months and was deeply attracted by the girl. I didn't confess because I was timid. Then, I often take a taxi to buy her breakfast and snacks and put them in front of her dormitory. Then send her WeChat to have breakfast. Occasionally go out to eat and play with her. Just like this, more than half a year
I don't know whether it is because I am tired or I think she is tired of me. Then, there was less contact.
Then I met my wife, who was a little more beautiful than my wife. My wife is very kind to me. Later, we got together. Only on weekends, I went to see her. At that time, when she was a senior, she was practicing. Every time she went to visit her, she had to take a 6-7 hour drive. Occasionally, she was pregnant, and I was unprepared... Every time she said something about the child, I chose to escape. When I wanted to kill the baby, she cried bitterly at that time, and could not bear the baby in her body... I couldn't bear her to be so sad, and then I decided to get married and have children. Up to now, the baby has just passed the full moon. I never told my family that we knew each other by playing the game XX Alliance. I knew then that if I told them, my family would not agree. I made up a friend of a friend and fooled his family. Until now, none of our relatives knew that we met online.
Today, I went to dinner with the girl I liked at the beginning
There is also a friend of mine who likes that girl very much. I have never told that girl that I am married and have children. Maybe I am leaving a little fantasy for myself!
But when I heard my own friend say that I want to chase that girl, my heart is dark! They eat and I drink. After dinner, return to the company and continue drinking with friends. My friend didn't know that I had been crazy about that girl.
My friend told me that he wanted to chase the girl. My heart is so complicated that I can't laugh or cry! When my friend asked me why I was unhappy tonight, I could only say that I had some quarrels with my wife! Because I don't know what I should say, and I don't want to say anything!
I don't know what I think. It's messy!
I want my baby to grow up happily, and I have a little fantasy.
From game to reality, to her giving birth to my child, I kissed her no more than 10 times! When I had sex with her, my mind was full of that girl. I feel cheap and hate my softness. I hate why I didn't know how to refuse. At the beginning, we often played games together, and the distance was not very far. I didn't refuse her initiative. I won't refuse! I was at home when I was young, and I was cowardly. I never said no, and what my mother said was what she said! When I told my mother that my wife was pregnant, my mother told me to get married! I just thought about getting married! Many people advised me to think clearly. When my sister and I gave the bride price to my wife's parents, my sister also asked me how I thought! If you don't want to get married, say no! The betrothal gifts will be used as compensation to the woman.
Then my father called me and told me not to think and listen to my sister, but to be responsible in the end! As a coward at home, I accepted all this.
If it wasn't for Dad's phone call, my sister and I would have handled those things... not that we didn't love her, but that we didn't love her enough! When I get to my father, let me give up that thought
I hurried home to get married. A few days before marriage, my parents met my wife for the first time. That's it.
I don't know what happened to my heart!
My ideal love marriage, only a devoted wife and beloved baby!
But I found that there is a thorn in my heart now. I don't know when to pierce my heart. Maybe it's the day that the girl got married!
I want to be responsible for my marriage! But I feel powerless
Suddenly, I felt that I was 25 years old and only had family responsibilities in my future life
After marriage, we can only bury ourselves in responsibility!
Regret! Complain about your cowardice, your father's phone call, everything! Can see the baby, my heart is very happy. I just want to do it for my baby. From having a baby, I found that I had no sexual desire.
Only a touch of sadness, sad about the girl's love.
Only deep guilt hurt my wife who loved me.
