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To be honest, I really like my wife. She is very beautiful and has temperament. It took me more than half a year to catch up with her, and finally I can hold her back. This happiness is self-evident.
But after marriage, I found the problem. Especially on the wedding night, it should be the happiest day. My wife was also very excited, but when she held me, I pushed her away instinctively.
My wife was very angry. Later, I told her that I would not talk about it until you had taken a bath. She went, and our wedding night passed like this. On my wedding night, I pushed my wife away. A secret in my heart made me crazy and struggling more and more.
In the later days, every time I made love with my wife, I always had a feeling. Not particularly intimate, the main reason is that I am an obstetrician and gynecologist. I usually check women and have delivered various babies. Every time I want to make love, I always unconsciously associate with these things, so I have no interest.
Every time I go out with my wife in the daytime, I am really excited, but at night, I always feel nothing, because the wife has no complaints, and she wants to have children recently. But when I think of the various kinds of torture, body deformation, and all the unforeseen dangers that girls suffer because of having children, I was afraid.
I discussed with my wife not to have children, but my wife said it was because I didn't love her and didn't want to live with her forever. If I insisted on not having children, we would have to divorce.
But I really don't want to divorce, but I don't know how to tell my wife what I really think. What should I do? I'm really afraid of losing my wife.
I told my wife that I hoped she would give me some time and I would try my best to change myself, but she always felt that I didn't love her and said that I was not a man. I was really ambivalent and tangled. Sometimes I feel really broken. I also want to be single all my life.
Some people always look at male doctors in gynecology and obstetrics with colored glasses. Who knows we are so struggling? Maybe others are better than me, and I even have a psychological shadow.
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