I finally graduated. From the graduation thesis I had been anxious about since October last year to the mid-term defense, the first trial in March this year, the blind trial in the hospital, and the final defense, I finally graduated successfully, which is actually the most important stone in my heart, and finally landed.

I have been at home for 3 months, and I can't go back to school because of the epidemic in Beijing. The school luggage is packed and mailed home... so I'm not sad about leaving school. After the May Day holiday, I also continued to start my internship. After I got my graduation certificate, I could officially enter the company.

But as an important node in life, graduation still wants to write something.

But when I mentioned "pen", I felt that nothing could be written. Look back at the articles written by the 2019 undergraduate graduation Before graduation He wrote more than 10000 words with affectation, although most of them were complaining about nothing. Therefore, I don't want to write any more pretentious words, but write about the recent situation.

After graduation

Originally, after graduation, a senior high school student was going to visit Beijing for a few days, but now the epidemic situation in Beijing has not ended, and the matter is hanging over. Originally, I thought the epidemic would be over after the Dragon Boat Festival, so I rented a house near the company from June 6, but it would be at least two weeks before I returned to work in the work area.

This graduation is really a step into society with both feet. Those who are in the school do not work or rent houses, and they do not know what it is like when all things are in their own charge and arranged by themselves, and all responsibilities are assumed by themselves. Even if the work is not smooth and there are many troubles in renting a house, these things can only be slowly digested by oneself.

work

The work after the May Day holiday has put me back into the busy work of last year's internship. Once I started working, a lot of time was really consumed, and I had no time to complain and feel sorry for myself. I don't know whether it is a kind of sorrow or a kind of growth. I saw a picture a few days ago, and I thought I was right, but I couldn't help it.

Time may not cure anything, it will only make what you once thought important become no longer important.

When working, the meaning of weekends will become important. Don't worry about ddl or pressure of any other work matters during the weekend.

A while ago in April, I participated in the employee care activity organized by the company. A simple psychological activity, writing three good things every day, a mouse pad for 14 days, a T-shirt for 21 days. The theme of the three good things written every day will change slightly according to the content of this course. Although this stage has a few days, the writing is quite watery, but still adhere to it. Now it seems that there is no significant change, and perhaps the subtle far-reaching impact is unknown.

"Be tough"

In fact, there is little difference between people. Everyone from birth to adolescence to adulthood, although the living environment and details are very different, the overall worries and desires are really not much different (except for special cases). When I was young, I hoped that when I could escape from the control of my parents. In high school, I might feel the beginning of love, as well as academic pressure. Universities may also fall into the quagmire of egoism, and loneliness is a topic of companionship. I don't believe that some people have not experienced the feeling of loneliness, but some people will take the initiative to find something to become "flawless" lonely.

Therefore, laziness and greed are everyone's bad habits, but why are people so different from each other? Some people live a free and easy life, while others live a life of self pity and cowardice. This is mostly accumulated from every little thing.

For the same thing, because of different external pressure (or self-discipline), one person tried hard to finish it, and the other person gave up because of laziness. Although both of them would feel troubled and difficult when encountering new things, the results were quite different.

Writing this down is a warning to yourself. You need to be modest but not humble in the workplace. I really don't know many skills (such as debugging skills on the Windows platform), but it is not because others have three heads and six arms or other magical powers, but because others are more "hard headed" to do it, and I just need to "hard headed" to do it, there is nothing wrong.

In addition to work, we need to be "tough" and not afraid of difficulties. This is also true in life. Other people lead a better life, but they only forced us to clean the room at the weekend, so the sun can better shine in the room. Maybe they forced us to do it, Carefully choose and buy your favorite decorations or flowers and plants, so the room can have more vitality. Although these things are not college questions, they can only be completed by "moving".

I have seen a lot of ironic jokes about "leaving the comfort zone" before, such as "can you leave the comfort zone and let me in" to satirize the advice of the previous generation, but as far as I am concerned, we need to dialectically look at what is "comfort zone" and "lazy zone". If we manage our own life carefully, we must not be lazy. Similarly, The result of laziness must be uncomfortable. In March and April, I was at home all the time and seldom exercised. I would find it easy to get sick, often have a small cold and so on, as well as being very acid tired. Especially when I woke up in the morning, it was not only uncomfortable, but also a "vicious circle".

The worse you do not exercise, the worse you do not exercise. This is true of many things in life. The more you stay up late, the worse your spirit during the day. You can only stay up late at night to do things, so you will stay up late more deeply.

To break this cycle is the right way for life to move towards a comfortable circle.

The reverie of the future

Being in the current of the times, we often do not feel the changes of the times.

For example, the express delivery and street closures caused by the epidemic would be unimaginable if they were left in 2019, but like "frogs boiled in warm water", they have gradually become accustomed to or can tolerate this kind of life. There may be more things like this that we can't imagine now in the future It just seems that in just a few years, we can completely rely on and get used to everything we have.

The employment situation of the Internet is also a hot topic this year. News and news about layoffs in major factories are often linked to hot search. It's not selling anxiety or blocking readers from entering the Internet industry. In recent days, I watched the 87 version of the Dream of Red Mansions when I was free. The Internet industry is like the bustling scene of the Grand View Garden, which looks lively and prosperous. Capital is like the emperor in the book, and we are the maids and maidservants in the Grand View Garden. Although our status is not high, one person can be promoted to heaven. Compared with those outside the park, the welfare is naturally much more. But there is no feast that never ends. People in it may not be able or willing to believe this eternal truth.

The slight difference is that the Internet industry may shrink, but it will not collapse and die completely. As an individual, it cannot control the rise and fall of the Grand View Garden, but it can only improve the competitiveness of individuals in order to survive in any environment.

In the byte group where I belong, many big shots often look at the code and think about when I can write such code independently, when I can create such a requirement independently, and when I can be responsible for a project independently. The process of this goal is to improve their understanding of "writing code".

Therefore, there is no need to worry too much. Focus on the inside, and the outside influence will not be too great.

News and information

Today's Internet platform has almost become an inefficient platform. In the past ten years, it has made countless people understand the world. But more and more people produce garbage, create anxiety, reduce efficiency and focus.

The so-called "freedom of speech" and "truth is not afraid of debate" become a mess on the Internet. No matter who is irresponsible, they can get involved in it. Therefore, many of the "passive reception" information is effective. Even if they "actively search", these websites will recommend everything to you. They want you to join them, just for the use time of "leeks". These software make use of people's lazy and greedy habits to amplify noise and earn traffic.

Therefore, the basis for improving one's thinking ability is to improve one's ability to seek data by oneself. For example, some people say that Omikjon is not too toxic, it is a large flu, or even a "natural vaccine". We often receive these messages automatically instead of actively screening them. It will also be said that "Omikjon" is not "large flu", and the identification of these news needs to find more information. If no information can be found, the final conclusion should be neutral or not expressed.

But this is difficult. First of all, as Luo Xiang said, "If you hold a skeptical position, all your epistemology is unstable." Second, it is difficult to collect information. Therefore, there will be lots of big V's who will sort out information and conclusions for us, which will influence our thinking and determine our judgment imperceptibly.

So what we can do is to get as much information as possible and use scientific thinking to make judgments. Of course, it is normal to make a wrong judgment, but it is better than to accept information in a hurry.

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Life management

After using craft for a year, I began to use note to start new data management. Craft is almost the best writing tool I have ever used, but why change it? First, there is no reminder function. Second, the folder organization mode on the left side of craft has led to many fragmented essays.

There is no reminder function for craft, but there is a separate daily arrangement page. As a result, some tasks are written on craft and some are written in todo software, which is scattered. After the next year's writing, it will be found that many files in the folder have not been sorted out in a timely manner. The reason is that the file location in the draft needs to be opened and then moved. It cannot be moved in the current article page.

The reason why we didn't choose the note was that it was not native or localized. However, compared with the above shortcomings, I can tolerate slightly slower loading, and there is not much performance loss. Not only that, note documents are "folders", which can be nested infinitely. The database function has changed the thinking of many document management.

However, the more complex a system is, the higher the maintenance cost is. Moreover, the time reminder setting of the note is not as flexible as the TODO software. If you have time, you can introduce my experience of using the note separately.

ending

At the end of this article, I wrote a lot of nonsense, but all of them were deleted. It is important to take more actions. See you next time