My father will be disappointed if he knows that I have such a comment on each other's home.

In fact, I don't know whether it's my fault or theirs, whether it's my change or something?

As I overheard what they said, I'm very bad now. I don't have a smiling face all the time, and I'm half dead all the time. In fact, I hope this is not what I overheard. What they said to me normally, I want to hear what they have to say to me!

I have two children. Now I mainly take care of my two children. Dabao is so relieved to give it to his mother-in-law that I don't know whether Dabao has eaten or not, and I don't ask about it. I rely on her. Maybe I was wrong. I should take care of my two children as much as possible, taking care of them as the most important task and responsibility, rather than relying on others. Now I hardly know what to do downstairs. I think it's better to take Er Bao with me. Er Bao wants to make me less and less aware of what I should do when I don't take Er Bao... I know I'm happy enough. The mother-in-law of the two children has helped me a lot, and also helped me a lot in life. I don't need to wash the clothes of my family or cook, No need to feed Dabao, no need to do a lot of hygiene, no need to... What I do every day is to take Erbao, feed Erbao, and eat by myself... I also know that if I separate, I will have many conflicts with my husband at that time, and may complain about my hygiene problems, food problems, etc.~I spend every day in arguments

I also hate myself now. I'm not cheerful at all

  If you asked me what my favorite season was, I would say spring, yes! Spring means wearing warm flowers and everything revives. It's great to get out of the cold. Especially in April and May, every year I sincerely think that May will be the prelude to summer, so I can put on a beautiful skirt, dress up beautifully, go hiking with my friends, take photos, or do some other happy things. In short, this weather is neither hot nor cold, so I can wear what I like, and go where I like.

  However, now I think I may hate spring. The temperature is changeable. It rains and the sun shines. It's thirty and ten degrees. It blows north and south. How can my two babies adapt! I can't escape. My two month old daughter caught a cold, and my nine month old son also caught a cold. He came here with cough, runny nose, stuffy nose, and fever. Such a small baby suffered a lot when he was ill. He couldn't eat milk well, sleep well, and was very sad. He also had a tired mother who couldn't be good.

  When I first gave birth to my second child, I was still in a good mood. I felt that I had completed a great task, and I could take care of it together, so I could eat less bitterness for several years. Now I find it's not good for the second child to come so soon. My son almost catches a cold every month, but I have no intention to take care of him. Because I was pregnant, I didn't have so much energy, and I was afraid of hurting the second child. Then he brought his son to his mother-in-law when he was one year old. Slowly, as the age of the second child grew older, Dabao took less and less time in the daytime

  Today, I want to stay at home quietly and enjoy my time.

  Every time I turn on the computer, I have to do something in my work. Today, I think I haven't read my blog for a long time because I want to open Sina Email. I remember that when I was in high school, I often went to blogs, envied others for persisting in watering their blogs, and wrote down my memorable past. I just saw my blog is more than seven years old. I really said that my business was in college, so I had to wander around in front of the computer screen every day. This kind of leisure time is really hard to expect after work. In fact, my career is not busy, but now I am very busy in order to have the most basic professional ethics in my career. Not to mention work outside of work. After all, it is too difficult to do one thing well. All the pieces between time and time have gone to Taobao, Weibo and other insignificant social software. See what your friends are doing and pay attention to what you are interested in. I always give myself some tasks to complete. It's good that the tasks haven't been completed year after year, but the time tells me something.

  I suddenly missed the summer vacation when I was in my room all day long, and I liked to post my thoughts, what I saw, and what I thought on my microblog, and then attracted some friends' attention and comments. Suddenly, a new comment, a new fan and a new private message popped up in the upper right corner completely conquered my simple and boring desire as a young girl. That kind of joy is rare now Now, Micro