After taking a bath, I came to write a blog in the middle of the night.

I had the honor to receive the invitation from Phoenix to open a VIP column at Phoenix Blog, but after registering several times, the staff didn't seem to solve the problem very well, so I gave up and stayed quietly in Sina.

I'm going to open a column, which is about the unit, the media industry, and some small stories about my career. It's a bit trivial. Of course, this is to expose my life carelessly. It's still so cold in Guangzhou. I'm tucked in the quilt. To be exact, I'm half asleep and half awake. I'm thinking about how this column can continue and how to attract readers with the first article. Just like the first episode of Kangxi Comes, Mr. Li Ao was invited. The characters are fierce, the topic is strong, and the tacit understanding is good, Can make a good spark. In fact, it's all a matter of course. The content of the program is good, and the name of the program is also good. So I'm thinking about an interesting program name.

The first thing I think about is nine to five, but this is the standard office worker's time. It's not the time when my whole working state is not on time. My time is more reliable. In fact, I usually get up at noon in the morning, and then go to the office between noon and afternoon. In the afternoon, if I want, I can stay until 11:00 to 12:00, or a little bit

It has been more than half a year since the last blog post was published. A new year has come. Today, I listened to the song "Zhong Wuyan" by Hong Kong singer Xie Anqi over and over again. In fact, there is nothing to praise about the lyrics, but the melody of this song is hard for me to give up. So far, I have listened to it 62 times.

I had food poisoning the day before yesterday, and then had a fever overnight and went to the toilet. My whole body was sore, and the terrible loneliness enveloped me. This is the time I fear most when I live alone. But it's strange that what came to mind at that time was Frost Robert's The Way Not Taken， But I feel a sense of sadness from the bottom of my heart. After getting up the next day, I still had a low fever, didn't eat, and didn't have the strength to continue to sleep, but I was still very sleepy and had been dreaming about Apple Jobs and so on. When I had to, I had to send a message to call for help and ask who could help me buy some food. Everyone was very kind, but it was the time to go to work. As a result, we have to face a problem when we are getting older. Who will accompany you on the way back?

On the bed, I saw an animation of Miyazaki Hayao's "The Little Man Borrowing Things", and also very strangely reviewed Shunji Iwai's "Love Letter". Suddenly, I felt a bit envious of the role played by Boyra Chong who died so early but made the story so tangled. however

I am really struggling about whether to change my job. It is really a difficult thing. Courage is needed, but the older I get, the more timid I become. Even though there are tens of millions of people who are unwilling and dissatisfied with this job, it is really a good job. I think he gives a good feeling of respect and satisfies personal material life. But I still feel helpless and lonely. This loneliness is terrible. In this city, it can be said that it is a completely strange city. I don't know what kind of force supports me to come to this city. Last year, when the plane landed at Guangzhou Airport, I didn't even know that Baiyun Airport was in Huadu. I nervously asked the passengers next to me if I had landed at Baiyun Airport.

This city has no friends or classmates except S, in fact, most of my friends are from classmates, and my classmates and friends are all at the end of my flight, Beijing. I admit that I am impatient and even impetuous these days. I seem to have seen the beginning of this road. I admit that my dissatisfaction with many things is due to my vanity, which is no longer satisfied with the status quo. It seems that I want too many things. Sometimes I don't even know whether I should think about whether I need these things. This is a strange process. Maybe it's true that we have to fight against each other after a long life. We have to fight against each other by ourselves. Who can we talk to and who can we talk to? It's not easy for parents. In fact, life is difficult here

I went to see Jiangai yesterday. The film is not good, and it is suitable for MV. However, it is undeniable that the songs are very pleasant, and many people estimate that they are also watching 12 years of youth and memories. Li Yapeng is really old. The first time I saw him was when he was carving in Beijing in 2005. At that time, he was a half red star, but not a red one. In reality, he was very good looking, tall and angular. At that time, he was not married, and he was not the husband of Faye Wong as we all know him now. He was handsome at that time, but now he is mature and has experienced a lot of vicissitudes.

The first time I saw Xu Jinglei was at the celebration party of opening a magazine. It seems that it was 2007. I can't remember. At that time, what she seemed to make people remember was that she didn't make movies, published magazines, wrote blogs, and did some frivolous things. I always think her expression is affectation, but the funny thing is that she is really suitable for the Wenhui in that series, because that seems to be what little girls should look like in campus love, and then everyone is old.

I went back to Beijing to watch the snow this time. I was glad to see it. I went to find Annan and became a resident bird. Annan is going to get married. I wonder if I can stop at the branch once in a while to find them. I told Ge Gele before that if one day I wandered, if one day I went to find him, would you take me in? He promised, but I really wandered, but he turned a blind eye to me and ignored me. I came like air and became a passer-by in Beijing. Where should my home be?

I have been asking myself why I left Beijing recently? Yeah, why leave

I don't know whether there is such an animal in the world,

The first time I knew such a term was from Wang Weijing's article in which the new concept won the first prize

Later I learned that this was from Zhang Guorong's lines

I started sorting out my boarding passes yesterday and found that I had 17 boarding passes in one month

I really became a footless bird, and I felt that I could not find the root

I met some strangers on the Internet. Their life was also a life of a footless bird. One of them was called Uncle Jiu. But when I typed his name, the first thing that appeared was "redemption"

I recently found a spiritual guide. Once I fly long distances, I will use Fan Bingbing to hypnotize myself,

Fan Bingbing flew 180 times last year,

Today, I saw Lu Yu's appointment to interview Big S, and I knew that she was also a model worker. She returned to Taipei at 12 o'clock at night, made makeup until 2 o'clock, flew to Beijing at 5 o'clock in the morning, flew back to Taipei at night, and then flew to other places. She said she had two hours of sleep every day

I am not at the airport. I am on the way to the airport. On the day I stop, I live elsewhere

It turns out that everyone is a footless bird