When it comes to learning, I think it should not be based on what we have learned or not learned. Learning is a kind of ability. What we should learn is learning itself, just like we have fishing boats and nets, and know how to make up for fish. Then the sea is there, just go to the sea to make up for it. Knowledge is fish, and learning ability is the skill and tool of fishing. Unless you have no talent, bad weather, or are too lazy to go to sea, how can you not catch fish with tools? Therefore, whether we have learned and how well we have learned depend on talent, environment and lazy ability. The first two are objective environmental factors, and the degree of laziness is something we can change. With the same talent and environment, if you are diligent, you will catch more fish and gain more knowledge. If you are lazy, you will catch less fish and gain less knowledge. I think that today we can sit here, all of us are talented people, at least in some way. Most of us live in the same environment. We are all people who have experienced 12 years of rigorous basic education in China, and have the most basic learning ability. Therefore, the key to the amount of knowledge acquisition is the degree of laziness of each of us.

In the university, the fish we want to catch changes from many kinds

It is increasingly found that I suffer from the difficulty of choosing. I have to struggle with what to eat at noon, whether to get up or not, whether to go to the supermarket or not, whether to wash or not to take a bath. Almost every thing I can choose will struggle for a while. So a lot of things go to two extremes. They either have to wait until they have to, or they just want to do whatever they want, regardless of the priorities. Finally, I can always conclude that it is because of laziness, because I am lazy to think. According to their words, I am a typical Libra, and I want to be perfect in everything. Therefore, if I am lazy to think, I cannot choose, and I cannot choose to do, and I increasingly feel that this is a bad habit.

Recently, the biggest dilemma is whether to take the postgraduate entrance exam, go abroad or work. Only once did I analyze the advantages and disadvantages of each item. It is the best to take the postgraduate entrance exam and go abroad, but both of them need to learn English well. For a person who can only speak at the age of two and has no language talent and has failed in English since junior high school, it is even more difficult. Even though I have found the importance of English for my travel, I still have no determination to learn it well. Work. I think my education is too low. So I fell into the dilemma of choice again, and still have no solution.

I accidentally swept half a pineapple and half a pineapple sold by a street vendor. What kind of story is that? I dare not think about it, I don't want to think about it.

March 19, 2011, afternoon, cloudy.

I haven't had such a state of mind in such weather for a long time. It's sad and gloomy. I don't know. Life is too impetuous, and I can never find the feeling of the past. Maybe this is growth, lose some, get some.

I don't know why I want to go home next month.

Grandpa is in hospital again. I hope he is well.

What can you and I do in such weather?

I read my last blog and insisted on writing. After nearly half a year, some things have slowly passed, and the rest of the insights are also being sorted into chapters bit by bit. Just like I haven't written anything for a long time, or I haven't really written anything by myself, some grammar has become rusty. The same is true of life. The more impetuous it is, the more it loses the essence of life.

I still remember that half a year ago, I set a goal for myself. After more than five months, I was basically satisfied with the result although I didn't complete it all. Still set a new goal for the next few months, because it is worth sticking to.

The day before yesterday, when I was swimming, I suddenly thought that some things are not worth sticking to. Smart people will never waste time on things that are not worth insisting on. I am just like those who see everything clearly, but I don't listen to the command of reason. They said that I am a careful person, so I have to worry a lot about being careful, and naturally I cannot let go. Sometimes I tell myself never to think again, but I can't fool my mind. There is no good way but to warn yourself to stick to what should be and give up what should not be. But it can't prevent the subconscious from confusing the things it insists on with the things it shouldn't

Strong people will always stick to it, to realize the dream of a lifetime, a lifetime of happiness. Listen to Guo Jing's General Manager We also loved ", how like the present state of mind, but we did not love each other. Although, I will persist. I know those reasons are because I am not good enough.

Dreams talk too much, but have no strength to realize them. When reality is in front of us, we realize that happiness is just an illusion. I I have always been a strong person. As long as I have goals, most of them will achieve them, even if I pay a lot, as long as I think it is worth it.

In 2010, when I was 20 years old, I gave up all my impetuosity and settled down to fight for my dream. This is a new start. As for what is ahead, it is not brilliant enough. As for happiness, I really can't say, but I don't want to step on a new path every time I was the only one on the journey, which made me more and more afraid and less courageous.