The resignation was formally proposed on Monday.Today is my last day in this company. I didn't quit until I found the next one~
After staying in this city for two years, two months and 11 days, I still feel reluctant to leave. Many good memories are buried in my memory.
Why did I leave? When I decided to come here, I didn't expect to stay for two years. I planned to return to Hangzhou in six months at most, but I delayed my departure for many reasons.Low salary, small companies, small cities, backward technology stack, too comfortable and comfortable environment, annoying projectsIn addition to development, I am also responsible for operation and maintenance, testing, after-sales, and various chores here. In fact, this may be the case everywhere. After all, I am a part-time worker, and of course I will not leave because of this. The main reason isLoveing and The salary in the third and fourth tier small cities is not much higher.
Why leave naked? Because it's really inconvenient to find a job before leaving across cities, and I'm not afraid of leaving naked. I still have living expenses for two or three months.During this period, you can find a job. If you can't find a job, you may need to reflect on yourself rather than continue to muddle along.So naked rhetoric is not a terrible thing. A person can resist the past even if it is difficult.
Why leave now? I really missed three gold and four silver, but I can't wait until September, because it will be another year.This year, we set up a flag that means we must change jobs and leave here.Need a temporary new start to make my life more colorful~
It's easy to change, but it's really difficult to change.It really works to jump out of my comfort zone and change my environment, and I don't lack the courage to jump out of the comfort zone. I also have anxiety and pressure. But compared with some friends, I really want to be open, because life is really short, and it's not good to live happily, no matter how you live the current life.Some friends said before that they couldn't sleep under the pressure. I think I don't allow this kind of thing to happen to myself. If there is nothing I can do to change it, then we should recognize the reality, and then change our mind and attitude.So those things that made you anxious are not worth mentioning.
It's really comfortable in the past two years. Although the salary is not very high, it is still more than enough;The company looks tall in the office building, and the office environment is good~there are not more than a dozen colleagues, and they get along well with each other. Occasionally, they gossip about who is in the company and what is wrong. Occasionally, they go out to get together for a meal. At noon, they will greet everyone when there is wool in the takeout. They will also quarrel when encountering project problems, but they still get along like friends;The company has been very familiar with everything, and the project is also easy to do. Except for working overtime when the project is relatively busy, I haven't worked overtime at other times;It's only a 5-minute walk to work. If you live within the clock in range, you can clock in when you wake up. In rainy days, you can even walk home from the basement or the mall;The house is very large, and the bathroom is also used by two people who separate dry and wet;The property management is very good. There are shopping malls 100 meters away from home, supermarkets, cinemas, Internet cafes, some restaurants, gyms and other shopping malls. So every day after work, I go to the supermarket to buy vegetables and go home to cook. At noon, I also go home to eat and sleep. The overall consumption is lower than that in Hangzhou, so rent thieves can do more harm than good. However, the salary is not high.
After submitting the resignation, I felt that my vision was broadened, and some problems were not problems.I plan to return to Hangzhou first, and then rest for half a month to play before looking for a job.Take a good rest and make a transition. Now I feel very free. Although I don't have much money, I just play. My friend said I would starve to death, so I laughed to death~
Although the road ahead must be rough, we still have to forge ahead~~Come on
If I have a chance in the future, I would like to come back and have dinner and drink with my friends here. Although my drinking capacity is not good, I have been drunk with them several times in my life, which is still unforgettable.It also broke down here. The last time I worked overtime was more than 3 o'clock in the morning. The most uncomfortable time was when I worked for hours listening to the buzzing sound of the deployment project in the computer room, and I also encountered a bug that was difficult to solve.I found a state I really need here, learned to cook here, changed from a new worker to a less new person here, and learned a lot of truth here.The people here are very nice to me, the boss and colleagues are also good. Although there are complaints, they are generally very good.With emotion and nostalgia, let's just say that there are many other fine things. Save them for the day when you suddenly remember them and then smile in silence. What can move you is experience~
Gently I left, just as I came softly;I waved gently to say goodbye to the clouds in the west. I waved my sleeves without taking a cloud away
Oh, by the way, this is the last blog post I wrote in this company~~~~I will go to the front of the next room to smoke the last cigarette later~~Perfect end!