Simple love, simple love

informal essay seventeen thousand nine hundred and sixty-five 14 years ago (2011-03-22)

When you are together, you think you don't love anymore.

There is nothing new and exciting when two people are together

Make love like a student doing homework

You meditate on how to leave him

Will not hurt each other

You've finally come up with a great idea

So you said to her:

"I'm sorry, I'm not good enough for you. You're very good,

You can find someone better than me,

So let's get a divorce. "

She kept her head down

After a long time, she asked, if you are so happy, let's divorce

 

When you divorced, you thought you were finally liberated

You drive her to the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau

Then you hesitated

You are together life Little by little, came out

Your first acquaintance

Your first Valentine's Day

The first time you hold hands, kiss.

Tears hit his eyes, and he held them back.

You are silent, her tears fall down her cheeks.

But she resolutely signed her name

I have lost my marriage, but I cannot lose my dignity.

You think it's either love or living together

Still care about it, you will forget.

So you want to give her that hug,

I haven't opened my arms to embrace him

Instead, I picked up my shoulders,

So you argued to her in the big sun:

"It's so cold now."

She pursed her mouth without looking up at you.

She kept silent when you said where you were going.

 

You leave the house to her and move out alone

Finally, I can cheat freely

Oh, it's not exactly cheating

You're free, you're free

No need to be chased home for dinner by people's phone calls over and over again

No need to go home after a romantic candlelight dinner and swallow tasteless ordinary meals

Don't have to do homework before going to bed when you are exhausted with your lover

No need to close your eyes and say without conscience, wife, I miss you today.

After leaving her, my ears are clean

So you thought, bitch, you just sold it to me

They still pretend to be so dignified and noble, and there are so many complaints.

I have money, so I can buy whatever I like

Why hide it.

 

Marriage is like fulfilling a dream

Divorce is just that

When there is red book constraint, you think,

Two people have long lost their enthusiasm for each other

And pretend to be happy

How noble do you think cheating is

Didn't Zhang Ailing, the world's most public mistress, also say

Marriage is legal prostitution

The difference is that prostitutes sell to many people

And the wife only sold it to one

Everyone is selling. The key is to sell at a good price

So you begin to worship your wise decision more and more

 

When you get off work, you go to the bar

Passing by her work unit

See her hands in her pockets, stomping her feet in the cold wind, waiting for the bus at the stop sign

When you honk the horn, she looks up to see you and drops her eyes

You said I would take you back

You asked her how she was

She said it was the same as before, just a little lonely

When she got to the place and got off, she said, "Go upstairs and sit down."

You nodded, so you went upstairs together

She seems very happy and has kept you for dinner

You stayed. She was busy wearing an apron and running in the kitchen

She is so lovely and beautiful in your eyes for the first time after marriage.

When you eat together, she serves you food as usual,

You suddenly feel an unprecedented warmth from the bottom of your heart.

After dinner, you said I was going home

She frowned and nodded.

You suddenly want her to keep you

But she didn't.

You left. When you came downstairs, you couldn't help turning back

Look at her face caught in the crack of the door

 

When I drove back to my home

Suddenly feel lonely

You want to call her, so you press her number

She said, here you are

You said, well.

She said, then I can rest assured. Go to bed. It's late and I have to go to work tomorrow.

She hung up, but you cried for the first time.

She has changed. She doesn't care about you anymore.

You suddenly realize that there is no such indifference in her family

You miss her, crazy memories of your past

You pulled a picture out of the drawer

How much you want to tell her,

You only took this photo when you moved out

You used to love her very much

Just this love Being honed by time

So when you cut it with one knife, you can't feel the pain of the meat, and there is no blood flowing out.

You were lonely that day, so you went to a nightclub to get drunk.

A woman who smelled of powder came over,

Dance and drink with you.

You took her to the hotel while doing foreplay

But before your eyes, she never applied makeup

Your eyes are blurred,

You quickly put on your clothes and drove to your former home

 

She opened the door for you and asked you what happened

You don't say a word, just kiss your face

But she refused

You think she's shy

You said let's go back to the past, I still love you

She cried, but she still didn't pull you into the room

She said, "Once I thought, I lost you,

But then I finally understood that,

When I lose you, you also lose me.

You let go, you gave up me, and I erased you from my heart

I love you, but I have no obligation to stay where I am and wait for you

I returned love to you, please return dignity to me "

She closed the door.

So you outside the door, slumped on the ground, burst out crying.

But you don't know that she in the door has been sobbing too.

 

Why, you always know what you should treasure when you lose it.

Do you know that not everything can go back and start over again

The things you gave up will never be met again in the future.

She who you think will never make you look back,

So I turned you down

When you went to see her, she became very beautiful

The body is not always surrounded by fat clothes as before

Instead, she wore a close fitting skirt to show the curve gracefully

With long eyelashes and slender eyebrows

Smiling with colleagues

Then go to the other side and pick up your car

 

After many years, you are still single.

You finally understand that the original parts are better.

Just like mobile phones, the original ones always maintain the batteries better than those from accessory manufacturers.

You regret for many years, and you are always waiting for women silently company doorway

Only, she has already left this company

The second year after you left, she started her own company

Previously, she always thought that life would be better and she would save more money,

When I have children, I will eat the best and wear the best,

She never complains about how little you earn, nor does she want to be a strong woman

Although she is very capable, she is afraid of giving you too much pressure

But do you understand.

She silently follows your steps and maintains your love.

But you have separated your love.

 

You are no longer young.

One day, the company will renew a contract with the partner company

As the chairman, you always ask the department manager to do it

But this day you must be very worried

So you went by yourself

In the conference room, you saw an elegant woman sitting on the main seat

Her profile is very beautiful, which makes you moved

But when she looked up, you were stunned.

It was her.

Time left no trace on her face.

She is even more beautiful than before, but her eyes are a bit more lonely.

You ask her out for coffee.

You talk together like good friends for many years.

Finally, you still ask her if we can go back to the past.

She smiled and said, "Sorry, I already have another half.".

She picked up her bag and coat and started with an apologetic smile

You stay in a daze.

 

But when she turned around, she cried.

 

She has no other half.

The reason why she has made such great achievements over the years,

It's because she's afraid of facing the big empty house when she gets home

So he went to work desperately

She still loves him and misses him so much.

 

If two people who love each other step back, will they not make each other so sad.

However, if we cherish each other when there are no problems, will we not be separated.

Is dignity really more important than love.

If you take the happiness of your whole life to maintain your dignity, will you.

But why can't we do one less thing to hurt each other and say one less word to hurt each other.

When you want to use some vicious words to attack the person who loves you most, won't you feel sad about his aggrieved expression.

Have you lived together for so many years, really not loved at all, never loved.

In fact, the freshness period and passionate love period are only 180 days at most.

How did so much of it come about

You can't blush and beat every time you see her

Not every time I don't see her, it's like a long time

Isn't love just beginning to be spectacular and then being mild

After a long time, loving her feels like a hidden folder

When you don't bother to find him, he just gets up like a cat

But once you delete it, he suddenly jumps out to remind you

Your heart will regret and hurt.

 

Can we just keep growing old

Put down a little dignity to spoil the other party

You hope you can learn to cherish it before you lose it.