This winter came much earlier than previous years. Before winter clothes were ready, the body would have to withstand the test from winter.

I always feel that this winter is not very kind to me. After all, so many bad things have happened to me one after another just after winter.

When there is no language, you can only choose to bury your head in deeper virtualization.

Occasionally, under the cover of darkness, I will also look up to see what is still on the land.

A person's life is not as comfortable as expected. Maybe one second I'm still happy to buy my favorite red number, and the next second I'm going to bend down and repair the toilet myself; Although I was almost in the extreme mood, I still had to keep my head down. I called again and again, asking again and again, just to deal with the two car collision accident caused by my carelessness; Wearing a tired body, I wander around the shopping mall just to buy a good thing in the kitchen or the dishes needed for the next meal; In the middle of the night, I will be awakened by the sound of rapid footsteps in the corridor, and then I will keep comforting myself that the footsteps should not stop outside my door, and my mind is also repeatedly confirming whether the front door of the bedroom is locked and cannot be pried outside; The drunkard in the next building will also disturb you so that you can't sleep all night, and then silently count how many times the drunkard has hit the wall, how many wine bottles have been dropped, and the woman in the room will cry again; There will also be sudden water leakage in the toilet pipes. After the rescue is ineffective, we can only watch the water spray getting bigger and bigger until the whole toilet floor is covered; In the middle of the bath, the water supply and power supply were cut off suddenly. In the dark, I searched everywhere in the room for mobile phones, and then ran downstairs to plug in the electric card with wet hair

Looking at the girls of the same age, they will be very envious when they have beautiful nails on their hands and beautiful high-heeled shoes on their feet. But when they think about it, there is still a bag of rice in the trunk and a bucket of oil waving to me, they will lose any feeling of beauty in an instant.

There were times when people wanted to live a poetic life, but the real situation was really chicken feathers. If the chicken feather stays on the ground quietly, it's ok, but it's always flying towards you, making people feel the thin air in a pile of chicken feather.

I tried to find someone to share, but the result was opposite. So I had to put on my armor again and face it alone. In this world, no one is a permanent backer. Parents and brothers are not, lovers and friends are not, and marriage and family are not. When I turn around, I only have my own shadow and unique self.

In those days that make people collapse and survive again and again, experience, grow, and then find an order that can maintain inner peace, find it, and maintain it. Even in the barren soil, brilliant flowers can bloom.

"I have no intention of fighting for spring. I am jealous of all the people. I am scattered into mud and grind it into dust. Only the fragrance remains the same."

Coffee Cat, written on November 14, 2021.