On October 2, 2021, snow fell deep in the mountains of Xinjiang. The last time it snowed deep in the mountain was on April 22. Last year, it snowed in the deep mountain on October 6. Since 2018, I have sunk into the deep mountain, so far, all the words have become the dense mountain.
I still remember this time last year, I was sweeping leaves on campus alone, feeling the last bleak autumn. Overnight, I wrapped my cotton padded clothes tightly and spent the night relying on the military coat.
Now, a year later, I am waiting for the dawn in the building. On October 3, I went to work and fished for a day. On October 4, I found that the dust of the times had fallen on Jiangnan beyond the Great Wall.
The weather is cold for more than eleven days. Today, twenty days have passed. In the past twenty days, I watched the sunrise and sunset, felt the coldest light and the hottest wind. In this feeling, I pondered, searched, and simply began to pay attention to some public opinion related information that had nothing to do with me. Although, it is useless to pay attention to it.
suffer @Wang Yikai I pay more attention to the so-called "public opinion" information. I don't know when the public opinion outside the Great Wall began to be valued, but so far it has not been correctly guided. Unconsciously, I also felt the pain brought by the dust of this era. If you are not an experienced person, you may not pay attention to everything in the world. If you are not a personal experience, you may not feel the charm. have a look Yili Chaohua It is all kinds of sentient beings.
Since 2020. Between the pause key and the play key, I have gradually become accustomed to shaking and stopping with the torrent. Unlike last year, I was not locked upstairs talking about anything, writing words deleted by headlines and public accounts again and again; I didn't wake up in the morning and carry my laptop to the safe house with a fan, feeling the intense beating of my heart; I didn't paint TV dramas in my study and live through day after day, giving myself joy in dizziness
I just experienced the last frost of autumn in October in these years. I felt the wind and snow in the future in October from the keyboard I touched. I also wrapped my sleeping bag tightly and felt the drifting snow outside the car. To me, it's just a repetition day after day. The small county town was originally located in a corner, but it can't stand the transportation crisscross of Xinjiang, which is vast and abundant. The expressway is free during the National Day holiday, so people can do whatever they want in the twinkling of an eye. Before I did what I wanted, I gave myself a plan to go far away, but I never thought that everything was over before it started.
It was cloudy on October 4. After simple nucleic acid sampling, he put on a reflective vest and went to the right place. Once gone, he has not returned yet. I am waiting for my return at sunrise and sunset. In these twenty days, I felt the morning light and wind and frost, the autumn rain accompanied by the bleak, the autumn wind dancing and the winter snow. I saw the dazzling light at sunrise, and I was sweating at noon. I waited, waited, prayed.
After watching Ili's super words on Weibo, I just understood all kinds of sentient beings.
The so-called hundred states are meaningless:
Health,
Live.
In October, I moved my house once and spent three or four days alone. To be exact, I didn't finish moving this text when it appeared. A person who lives in a corner has never thought of buying so many messy things.
I have always said to give myself the courage to give up, but I found that in my constant struggle, my life became more and more trivial. It seems that our life, with the accumulation of time, everything is getting thicker and thicker. It needs courage and determination to abandon all the light clothes and move forward. However, it is a pity that under the influence of our parents, we all like to treasure something we have bought with money or time and dare not discard it.
I used to insist on throwing it away when it was useless, but now I'm getting used to collecting it. Maybe it's useless now, but maybe it can be used later?
So I held the washing machine, refrigerator, microwave oven, induction cooker, and rice cooker, and then grabbed the trash can, shook it, piled it in the car, and walked to my new home in the darkness after sunset.
I removed the power cords I arranged one by one and went to the new room to arrange them one by one. I dragged out the old wine under the bed, looked at the old cellar which had only drunk two cups on the table, turned around and loaded it all in the car, and walked slowly to the new boundary.
I continued to pick up the writing robot under the bed, which solved my urgent need. I held it in my arms and gently placed it in the car. Fortunately, the biggest baby is still there.
What else? I stared at the empty room, put three pots of meat in the car, stepped on the accelerator and sent them to the table in Xinwo.
Use a screwdriver to slowly disassemble the table and chair and stack them in the car.
After sighing and looking at the mess, I realized that the so-called "home" is not easy to accumulate and move. I always think that Xiaoxiao is unrestrained, and I never thought that I would be hindered.
In October, when I read the posts of Yili Chaohua, I also had the idea of going anywhere with my sword. In the end, he just rolled over on the bed. After all, he is still an ordinary human.
Suddenly on line, see @Wang Yushuang (wys. me) The teacher suddenly asked Close Blog Has.
I was stunned for a while and looked at the date, not April 1.
I was stunned for a while and looked at the author, not Jiang Chen.
I was stunned for a while and looked at the website. It was not a dreamy Chenfeng.
That's all right. Blogs, or websites, seem to have a unique charm for people who like to toss and turn, just like smoking and drinking games, they are always addictive.
Besides, he is an old blogger for many years.
Teacher Wang wrote on the page:
Maybe it's because there are tens of thousands of debts at present, maybe it's because of lack of learning motivation, or maybe it's because of lack of enthusiasm when I first started working. I feel a little bad and unstable recently. I can't sit still. I always want to do something. I want to take some action to vent my anger. So, I thought of the blog and this thing that has persisted for more than ten years to write feelings through the establishment of a website. Is it also an unshirkable responsibility? In addition, I watched three video programs of "Life Philosophy (Life Aesthetics)" a few days ago, and I felt it was time to plan (adjust) my life well.
Today, "October 19, 2021", may be the day that I will be happy and proud of, because today has decided the countdown to the closure of the blog (wys. me), which will be officially closed at 23:59:59 on December 31, 2021. The website server currently in use will expire at 23:59:59 on March 9, 2022. After the expiration, it is planned to change to an overseas virtual host to hang the CRM. In the future network life, I will only keep one CRM site, and the rest will be closed. The small group of friends who are currently exchanging friendship links (Fantasy Chenfeng, counterclockwise BLOG, Zhang Kai's blog, painful scenery, you are not a fish, Qingmeng Garden, Throwing Knife Blog, Sword Grinding Studio, RIVALSA's weblog, teacher Kyaffa's essay), goodbye! Brothers and sisters who often stroll around this blog, goodbye!
Goodbye may be a farewell, or just a preparation for future reunion——
So, dear little friends, don't be too sad!
After a while, Mr. Wang was very enthusiastic.
Dream Chenfeng was established in 2014, when the Evergreen King of the blog had already existed. In the past seven or eight years, Mr. Wang has struggled with many domain names, many trademarks, many websites, experienced the strong output of one article a day, and also avoided something by directly opening RSS instead of opening pages. But it is not the first time to close the site.
As for whether this time is a farewell, it doesn't seem important.
Blogs will come and go in ten years. Moreover, if one day, life has exhausted you, do you have the idea to talk about it in the late night? When you look around, you find that all the ideas can only be worded. At that moment, your blog will always exist.
At that time, I believe you will put this text in the right place. Perhaps there is no website that day, but there is a place of your heart, a place where you talk, and countless strange but familiar friends come and go to see the place, that is, your blog, your island, your world, your dream.
I am in the south of the Yangtze River beyond the Great Wall, watching the sunset, watching the whole sky fall into darkness, watching the last glow of the sunset become the mouthpiece of the night
The light is on.
I wrapped my clothes tightly and felt the tip of my nose. It was a little cold.
Start the car, turn on the lights, hold the steering wheel, gently shift into gear, and disappear at the end of the roadway in the interwoven oil separation.
A month has passed.
Just like me last month, I only had 25 days of unshaven beard.
Apart from that, nothing has changed.
