At the end of May, an article titled "Life is busy, but please give yourself a challenge to live" said, "In June, I wrote nine articles for myself. I told stories about my students, my own thoughts and real life. At midnight, we fell asleep together."

There is also a "In June, we will try our best to edit our first Vlog besides the anniversary. About a little bit of black bees, a little bit of Tangbula scenery, and a little bit of days deep in the mountains."

Looking back, I found that it was July 6.

Open Typora and find that there are still one article and one after reading; The video is short of a Vlog, and the materials that have not been edited are still piled there.

Where's the book? In June, I finished watching Keigo Dongno's "Nihilistic Cross" and "Fantastic Night", as well as the "The Great Gatsby" by F. Scott Fitzgerald.

After reading the book, I only wrote one article about Fantastic Night <Fantastic Night>: Stories without Guessing the End 。

What did he do in June? After looking at the tolerances, there are many; After reading the play records of Bili Bili, there were many; After reading the call records, there are many; After looking at the Word documents created by myself, there are many But it has little to do with myself.

Most of the time, it is far better to do more for your life than anything else. Everything will disappear, but when I am alive, only my life will not disappear. No matter how your life is, whether it's a person or two, or even a group of people, what really belongs to you is only your little bit, when one person thinks.

Writing something has become my first choice for trivial matters in life. I have a lot of things to record, such as tossing servers, tossing network lines, tossing computers, driving out to play, eating, drinking

But there is only one thing that is really written down. However, this is also my poor point.

A little bit, many times, it is a world away. Just like, the one hundred yuan in my mobile phone is a little more than ten thousand yuan.

@Roughly Said, "The plan is used to accomplish nothing."

This time, he was right again.

On June 30, when eating hot pot with Xue Meng, Guo Zi and Fang Fang, Xue Meng said, "Things can't be finished."

After thinking about it, I thought there were three or two hours left to finish the writing. When I came back to my place and lay down, my whole body was drained at that moment, and I watched the time pass zero.

I wasted my time in procrastination and struggle. day in and day out.

Day after day, I am looking for the direction of the future, until today, I found this sentence:

May you do whatever you want for the rest of your life,

I would rather be a ghost in the midst of debauchery,

Don't be a compromise person in plain life.

——Huang Lige's No

Silence for a long time, "almost" life and want to live, after all, there is still too much difference—— At least one world.

When you are young, you'd better be less "almost". Although what I have written and read for a short time will not bring me any financial consolation, at least it will add a little thickness to my life, so that I may not hit my face twice.