I haven't picked up my pen to write something for myself for a long time. When I opened Typora, I felt a sigh of relief, but I was still in a daze until I turned off the computer.

Or, close the computer. After all, I never shut down my computer during my working days. I can also say that I never really shut down my computer for a few hours.

I thought I could write something for myself, but I found that I was busy with something that had nothing directly to do with myself in the end. Sometimes the easy help becomes a joke. After all, the helped person is ready to sleep. Why should I bother about it? Turning around is leaving.

It is located in the deep of the mountain, but there is also an endless stream of guests. Welcome the master and send off the west. Like a machine, it can automatically generate "reports", and finally settle all the dust in the dreamlike, dreamlike, ink-jet printer.

I always feel that what I think and do is on the way. The Kindle has become my pillow from the cover of instant noodles, hoping to absorb knowledge through quantum mechanics in my dream. But at present, it seems that my method is wrong.

The boring life, in the videos of several UP owners that Bilibili paid close attention to, after a moment of fun, is endless irritability. Open the kindle, turn around and close it again. Open the WeChat address book, turn around and cross WeChat from the background. (Therefore, this is also the reason why we can't receive WeChat calls in many cases.)

After watching the bear boy at noon, I sat in the office and felt sleepy all over my body, making myself unable to move. After the start and resumption of school in the spring of 2020, I feel more tired than in 2019. Take the lead, either die in battle or return as a vassal. However, looking at the actual situation, it is only a big head soldier.

The car stayed there and wanted to ride at will. As soon as I stepped on the accelerator, I immediately stepped on the brake. It has the ability to move in all directions, but has no direction to move in all directions. Turning around and looking out of the window, the sky was dark and the rain was falling. Suddenly, I realized that the "sweet and innocent" and "green bamboo leaves" in the "Idle Tavern (I)" had become a bubble forever. Just like myself, I often think of the life I teased:

The waiter then cleaned a table, so skillfully that I thought he was born to do these things. "The good wine in the shop is green bamboo leaves, red daughter, thousands of miles of bitterness, tears, empty ferry, and laughter. The food is sweet and carefree, honey free, money for sheep, two flavors of tofu, tasteless seven vegetables, and peanuts."

——From "Idle People's Tavern (I): All the sweetness was good in those days. How about looking back and feeling?"

"I can tell a joke, I can tell countless jokes, but I don't want to be the main character."

I stretched, closed the computer, looked outside, shook my head and sighed, opened the computer again, and looked at my empty screen, just like my empty self.