The city is full of bright lights. If you look at this scene from the whole city, it will be a scene of singing and dancing and everything will be better. At this moment, my subjective feelings are nihilistic and indescribable.
It seems that there is no place for me to live in the crowded streets and alleys, the bright shopping centers and the lively students.
What am I doing? What should be done? It seems that it is all a fantasy.
I walked alone in the city, thoughtfully turned on my mobile phone and read your year-end summary. In my impression, I never seem to have written a serious year-end summary. I could not help being ashamed, thinking about what I had done in the past year, it was nothing more than an illusory thing such as examinations and scores. I am so tired that I have nothing to write.
When I think of this, I don't think about it anymore. I just continue to walk forward aimlessly. After the shopping center, through the sea of people, back to my only home in this huge city.