Your study is average. After being admitted to the current school, your performance is not good, you can't get a scholarship, you can't listen to the teacher in class, you can't study regularly, you can take the exam by surprise, and you can get 70% or 80% in each subject with the help of your classmates, but there is always a long way to go from being excellent.
Your family is ordinary. Your parents are ordinary employees. Your living expenses in this city are twelve thousand a month. You can go to a restaurant when you have nothing to do. You can add a piece of clothes a month. If you want to buy a camera, you can only buy a pair of shoes you like by biting your teeth.
You have almost no expertise. You can't play the guitar, the piano, dance, or paint. You want to learn photography, but you can't use image processing software. You want to perform on the stage, but you don't have confidence. When the school party matches, you are often a member of the crowd standing around the stage, and you are almost insulated from the stage surrounded by spotlights.
You are average looking, not handsome or beautiful, not fat, but not muscular or curvy. Usually you just dress up a little, not outstanding, but neat. If you pass someone, they will not pay more attention to you. Your feelings are just so so. Sometimes you meet the person you like, but you can't seize the opportunity. In the blink of an eye, the person is captured by others, and you start to feel sad and complain. But a few days later, you start to look for new sweethearts, and just watch one after another go by. Until you graduate, you have no development with any of them.
In short, you have nothing special, just like thousands of ordinary people around you.
You are not reconciled to not getting a scholarship. When you see someone else getting a scholarship, you will say that it is the result of a sudden attack. So you started self-study, but you only persisted for a week.
You are not reconciled to the mediocrity of your father's generation, so you criticize and satirize the "second generation of officials" and "second generation of rich people" around you. You are determined to study hard for success, so that your children can become "second generation of rich people". Your enthusiasm has lasted for a week.
You are not reconciled to having no expertise, so you begin to learn to play the guitar, buy pulley shoes, and borrow photography books. You smile in the mirror and say, "You are the best." This false confidence has been maintained for a week.
You are not reconciled to not having a partner. You are determined to change your mind and start a new life. You delete the idol soap operas in the computer. You clean up the lazy table on the bed, throw away all the snack bags, take a bath and decorate yourself. You spray gel water on your hair to make you look energetic. You decide to go out for a walk with a book of successful study, Start a new life. You have been in this state for a week.
A week later, you are still the same as thousands of people around you, and you are still the same as you were a week ago.
When you went to the online forum, you saw this sentence: "Twenty years old is the best time in life, which should not be confined to the classroom in school, but should enjoy life." So you believe that you should "do as you please" and enjoy "the last free time in life" at the age of twenty; You should "fall in love happily", "be in the prime of life" and "be bold"······
Now you use your parents' hard-earned money, brand-name bags, brand-name running shoes, Giant mountain bikes, Canon cameras and Apple phones, and often go to Starbucks to drink coffee to experience petty bourgeoisie······
Well, please allow me to guess your future——
At the end of your senior year, you failed in the postgraduate entrance examination. When you attend campus job fairs in a high tempo, many companies you don't like. They are not institutional units, with narrow platforms and small scale. Until graduation, you haven't found the job you want. When you packed your bags and returned to your hometown, your parents asked you to try to take various recruitment examinations or participate in local job fairs. You didn't go because you thought those jobs were too simple for you, so you should look for better employment opportunities. However, when you apply for a job in a company that you look up to, there are too many competitors and none of them is bad. Your performance is mediocre and you are naturally rejected······
Now, you may still be in college, or you may be in love with your lover, stick together every day, eat lunch and dinner together, and take a walk on the playground after self-study in the evening. When you talk about the future, the final conclusion is always: Don't think too much, just be serious and do well now. If you are unlucky, a few months later, you will break up. You are so sad and sorrowful that you repeatedly ask yourself what was wrong; If you are lucky, you will fall in love until graduation. In the end, you will never be good enough to go to the other's city to study for graduate school or work, so you broke up with regret and regret.
The reality is cruel. So far, you believe it.
Now you like microblogging. You will fully support those views you agree with, and you will encourage and deny those views you disagree with. You have a clear sense of love and hate. You seem to have a sense of justice. You think young people should dare to speak their minds. You may never think about a question: where does your opinion come from? In fact, most of them come from the Internet, and they have eroded your judgment.
Now, I just want to ask you one question: what capital do you have at the age of 20.
You are just a negligible person among thousands of people. Without you, the earth would still rotate.
I bet that no one has ever said to you that "you can become a master only after suffering from hardships" for a long time, haven't you?
Do you know how to write the word "responsibility"?
When you talk about flying, do you forget the existence of gravity?
If you are still indulging in your laziness and childishness and wasting your time, then you should waste it. Anyway, I'm over twenty years old. I still have a future. I have to go straight ahead and leave you alone.
bye
-----From Yilin