I have been thinking why I always want to be busy when I am free, but I want to be free when I am busy.
Originally, I just want to have more bragging power. Especially after watching "The Ugly Chinese" (written by Boyang), I always used to reflect late every night.
But unfortunately, tonight's reflection is just tomorrow's business as usual. As reflected by the society like this soy sauce vat, I was talking loudly about what I wanted to do after drinking wine today. When I woke up and urinated, I would still do what I wanted to do. If you speak well, you may not do well.
So I have been forcing myself to say less and do more. However, it is a pity that more is done and less is said, and everything is taken for granted by others. After all, everyone's eyes may not see your hard work. In the final outcome, but decided everything. Of course, this is not necessarily. If you are Wang Sicong, I think no one will see the end, and they will cherish the present. If not, just wait for the ending to look back and hope to cherish the present again.
I don't care about other people's gossip. It's easy to talk, just like chicken soup in my heart. One by one, the thief is good, but isn't it all a rip off?
All of the above are the words of Chen Feng, a dreamy psychopath. And I am also his doctor in charge, Jiang Chen. Among the countless patients I have contacted, perhaps only he dared to say the "truth" in this way, because he was not afraid. He was just a mirror standing in front of me, which was virtual and non-existent. With the sound of "bang", it turned into fragments. When I looked at the bleeding hand, I could not feel pain, because everything had already become numb. Numb to everything, we are becoming the people we did not want to become!
I used to say proudly that I despised everything, but in the end I became one of the things I despised. Proud separation is unrealistic. The world ties everything to the solid earth with iron chains, leaving only painful groans and a few unwilling howls!
I always wanted to face everything sincerely, but with the gradual change of everything, I found that behind the eternal smile, there was always a sharp dagger, and your honesty only resulted in your wounds!
So, I packed everything in the past into a zip compression package and put it in the deepest memory. I look forward to decompressing it one day. Most importantly, I still remember to decompress the password.
"Doctor, I'm finished."
I looked at the doctor in front of me and said everything I wanted to say. The doctor has the same face as me. But he gave me an operation, a heart surgery. For him, it was a simple task, especially for doctors, which came from reality.

Jiang Chen
2015.10.25

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