I woke up with a start in the nightmare, the cold sweat on my face had not been wiped off, and the familiar song "Love from generation to generation" had already sounded on my mobile phone. I don't know why I like this song, just like I like this TV play.
I think I must end these nightmares. Just like the preface I once wrote for "Stars Like Dreams":
"If you fail, start again. Who can stop me?"
Now I have not been that proud, but a bit more decadent. Like an otaku hiding in my little dark room, my bedroom is very dark, and my heart has no sunshine. (Or I'm just an otaku at this time.)
I think I have experienced many failures over the years, haven't I? What does it count this time? Why am I decadent like frosted eggplant?
Is it because I take a model too seriously?
With the promotion of teachers, the concept of "one model is the score of your college entrance examination" has been deeply rooted in people's minds. But Jiang Chen, why do you play according to the routine when you are arrogant? One model, six subjects, six papers. Why do you look so heavy?
After all, the most important battle is the college entrance examination. How many mediocrities have hung on the wall of the college entrance examination, and how many dark horses have broken through the wall of the college entrance examination? How many Tianzhijiaozi were forced to rush to senior four because of accidents... Which would you like to do?
Everyone wants to be a dark horse, and everyone likes the feeling that if you don't win, you will win. But who knows the sweat behind the dark horse? The sweat shed by Tianzhijiaozi has been recorded by countless people with SLR. Look, that is the rise of Tianzhijiaozi. But no one saw the blood and sweat left by the black horse.
Learn to keep a low profile and learn to be patient. Failure is not terrible, what is terrible is decadence after failure. It's already late at night, so go to bed. When the early sun rises tomorrow, tell yourself that everything will start again, and no one can stop me.
Jiang Chen
2015.02.03
