My bedroom window faces east and is not dim.
After seeing a model of results, I closed the curtains. At this time, the bedroom is a little dark, not as bright as it used to be.
When I know there is no success, no one can see the sweat behind you. No matter how hard you try, when you are a loser after failure, I hung two layers of cloth on the curtains, making my bedroom even darker.
At first, I didn't adapt, but two hours later, I liked the darkness even more. You are alone, drinking tea and reading books. Even reading in a dark environment will deepen my myopia, but what about that?
When I opened the address book, no one could hear the voice that sounded in my heart. I was unable to talk. I could only swallow it in my heart. This kind of feeling is very uncomfortable, even in my dream, I will wake up.
Not reconciled, but frustrated. I am fed up with this place where I only look at my achievements. If it were not for my reluctance, I would have been far away from this place. Not willing, because I want to let these things know what is called "ten years of Hedong, ten years of Hexi, don't bully the young poor!"
At this moment, it is already midnight. I can't sleep. I turn on my mobile phone and write these down just to remind myself that your bedroom is very dark. Either stay there and go out with my own efforts; Or you can destroy the cage like life, even if you pay all the costs.
Obviously, a coward, I chose the former.
The bedroom is very dark. No matter day or night, it is very dark without lights.



Jiang Chen
2015.02.03 01:35