Suddenly I wanted to write my own avatar. I thought for a while, and started with the identity of "Jiang Chen". The first avatars were "cartoon" avatars searched on the Internet. It was not until one day that I began to care about the "IP" of "Jiang Chen" that I began to make a more formal avatar.

The first official head portrait is a self portrait. At that time, I graduated from senior three in the summer vacation.

This selfie is black and white, with long hair @Indistinct Help PS turn that mobile phone into a "rose". That non mainstream head portrait seems to have been used for a long time.

Later, I took another selfie. The background becomes the snow scenery of Su Township.

At that time, I seemed to be a freshman.

I use my own selfie as my head portrait, which is somewhat narcissistic. Later, I didn't know what the stimulus was, so I made a head portrait of myself.

I searched Baidu for a circle of ink rings, a brush, and two simple words: Jiang Chen.

So there is a third one.

After a while, a friend said that he looked like "Gai" and asked me if I liked Gaia Altman. After pondering for a long time, I replaced "Jiang" with "Chen".

After a long time, I found that such a unique portrait was lonely, so I made the first couple's portrait myself:

Dragon head+ink ring+a pen+"Jiang" character

The female style is a phoenix head. But with the end of a love affair, I changed this head into a half black and half white dragon head. With the subsequent @Sister cc After reading too much Red and Black in the course of History of Foreign Literature, half black and half white seemed to me to be possessed.

It was also at that time that Julien's choice between red and black was just passing my novice internship in reality, and I realized that the self conceited son of heaven, after all, needed to be down-to-earth to experience the world of mortals.

The "dragon head", "ink ring" and "ink pen" of that year are all gone, leaving a half black and half white "ginger" character.

Up to now, I have never changed my avatar.

For this head portrait, you can leave all black and white, or leave all white and black. No matter which choice, it is better than this swing after all.

Black or white is a choice. It can be a cursing refugee with no quality, or a scholar with different opinions in his eloquence. Every time I change my head portrait, except for its special commemorative significance, it is basically my own growth. In addition to the couple's avatars, all of them are commemorations of their own journey.

From high school to college, avatars are very diligent. After work, when independent thinking like blogging is becoming a luxury, designing avatars may become a luxury.

A few days ago, a brother of the blog group said that the word "ginger" was not aligned, and the clearly visible pixels were not aligned. The black "ginger" and the white "ginger" were staggered with the naked eye. I think it seems that from the beginning, the choice of black and white, and the life of black and white, has never been on the same horizontal line.

However, the current black and white "Jiang" character is actually more my current entanglement and helplessness, the collision of ideas and reality, in the midst of each other's bruises, looking for a way out where I don't know.

After so much gossip, I don't know that your avatar hasn't changed in years. What's the meaning for you?