A small caprice of power may change the life of many people.
This is true of Li Yonghe, a man in Shi'en City, Hubei Province, who was mentally ill because he threatened to make a petition in surging news reports, and even more true of An Xiaoyun, a woman in Hangzhou.
Recalling the hellish experience of being mentally ill several years ago, An Xiaoyun still has lingering fears.
An Xiaoyun, 60, was once a victim of inclusive finance.
In November 2015, An Xiaoyun, who opened an antique shop, invested 650000 yuan in the "Zhuhai International Product World".
It turned out that this was a major case of illegal financing.
A year later, instead of taking back the investment funds, An Xiaoyun was sent to a mental hospital.
The time was fixed back to August 5, 2016.
That morning, An Xiaoyun, who was working outside, was suddenly taken to the psychiatric hospital by a police officer named Chen Moujian in his jurisdiction, who took several people with him by means of deception of driving Ann Xiaoyun home.
An Xiaoyun was stunned by the sudden scene.
She cried loudly and asked the psychiatrist for help, saying that she was not mentally ill.
The doctor smiled contemptuously. "Shut up and come here. In five days, you will be mentally ill."
An Xiaoyun still remembers soberly that after arriving at the mental hospital, the police officer Chen who sent her took a piece of white paper and a pen, asked Ann Xiaoyun to sign and promised "not to be cheated".
An Xiaoyun asked excitedly, "Why don't I get cheated money? My money is not windy. Why do you call me free?"
Police officer Chen threatened An Xiaoyun, "You can not write, or I can directly put you in the small dark room.".
At noon that day, An Xiaoyun was indeed put into the small dark room of the psychiatric hospital.
After being locked in the small dark room, An Xiaoyun found that the so-called "small dark room" was even darker than she imagined.
In this small dark room with an area of about seven or eight square meters, the sanitary condition is very poor, and the air quality is even worse. On a tall and hard iron bed, there are blood stains, dead earthworms, and feces
On the same day, An Xiaoyun was also fixed on the iron bed like a pig by seven or eight men, who gave her an injection.
An Xiaoyun called this needle "Poison Needle".
What kind of pain is that!
After the injection, An Xiaoyun felt that the whole trachea was burning, his throat was sore, he could not speak, his blood vessels were all red, and the whole person was eager to have a bucket of water to drink
This is the first time that An Xiaoyun has experienced such pain physically in his decades of life.
Of course, spiritual pain is also unbearable for An Xiaoyun.
That night, An Xiaoyun stayed awake day and night and shed tears all night long.
The next morning, a man called "housekeeper" came and took An Xiaoyun to the third floor, starting his life as a "mental patient" for more than 30 days.
Without a toothbrush and a pair of dirty bowls and chopsticks left by unknown people and an old towel with a strong odor, An Xiaoyun wanted to cry again.
An Xiaoyun compares this life to "purgatory".
The life of mental patients is very regular.
Wash at 6:00 every morning; Seven o'clock, breakfast; Eight o'clock, free activities; At half past eight, let out the wind; At ten o'clock, line up to take medicine; 11:00, lunch; Take a nap at 12:00; At three o'clock in the afternoon, take medicine again; Five o'clock in the afternoon, dinner; At six in the evening, go to bed.
The food in the mental hospital is really flattering. It's not only the dishes like pig food, but also gives off a bad smell most of the time, so An Xiaoyun only eats white rice.
It is even more necessary to take medicine twice a day. Anyone who dares to refuse to take medicine will be fed stool.
As a normal person, An Xiaoyun knows that taking such psychotic drugs is harmful to her health, but in order to avoid the pain of eating stool, she endured it.
On August 9, when Ann Xiaoyun was eating, he suddenly found a rusty iron nail in his meal. If such a nail was eaten carelessly, it would be fatal.
A week later, An Xiaoyun found another sharp bamboo stick in the rice. If it was accidentally stuck in the throat, it would also kill people.
An Xiaoyun has experienced such a dangerous situation three times.
From this, An Xiaoyun guessed that she was suddenly caught in a mental hospital. Would anyone want to kill her?
An Xiaoyun himself was shocked by this speculation.
Since then, An Xiaoyun has carefully protected himself, easily not talking, not daring to cause trouble.
An Xiaoyun, who was used to seeing big storms in the mall, knows that only by protecting himself can we witness good people overcome bad people and justice overcome injustice.
In the agony of washing your face with tears all day long, the time lasted until August 16.
On that day, An Xiaoyun's nephew and niece went to the mental hospital as soon as they learned that she was sent to the mental hospital. After much trouble again, I finally met An Xiaoyun.
Seeing an immature An Xiaoyun, the three of them hugged their heads and cried bitterly.
Before leaving, my nephew promised to An Xiaoyun, "No matter what the cost, I will save you as soon as possible".
With the promise of his nephew, An Xiaoyun feels the hardship of life and begins to have hope.
During this period, An Xiaoyun witnessed that people were locked in every night at midnight. Some of them were caught while walking, some were lonely old people locked in, and some migrant people were suddenly caught in
This special situation arises because a worldwide conference is being held outside.
Even though he suffered inhuman torture in a mental hospital, An Xiaoyun still believes that there are good people in a mental hospital, and some people will treat them as human beings.
One day, an old lady with inconvenient legs was pulled up from the iron bed by the staff rudely because she could not walk. The sharp edge of the iron bed made a big piece of meat under the old lady's buttocks bleed.
Later, a female staff member accused the "troublemaker", "How can you do such a thing? People are people, not pigs, not cats and dogs. If you lose such a big piece of meat from your body, will you hurt?"
An Xiaoyun thought that the female staff member had a conscience.
Indeed, in a mental hospital, the word "conscience" is precious.
This is the same old lady. For some reason, she can lose control of urine and feces in her pants. For the sake of convenience, the staff refused to let the old lady dress and let her sit naked on a stool with a hole in it and a small toilet underneath.
This method of managing people as animals is not unusual in psychiatric hospitals.
On September 10, 2016, An Xiaoyun finally received a good news comparable to winning the 5 million prize. Her two nephews finally came to handle the discharge procedures for her and she could go out.
An Xiaoyun wept with joy.
Greedily smelling the free air outside, An Xiaoyun seemed to suddenly come to heaven from hell.
The story of An Xiaoyun has passed for nearly 8 years.
In the past eight years, I don't know how many people will step on the road that An Xiaoyun once walked.
A story eight years ago may not be enough news today. An Xiaoyun is not enough to become the "An XX" described by the official media.
So I wrote the story of An Xiaoyun today, hoping to tell everyone with the help of the surging news report that Li Yonghe, a kind man, was the hot spot of mental illness: She is not the first one who suffered from mental illness, and Li Yonghe will not be the last one.
Don't you see, thousands of "Li Yonghe" were stood up after an An Xiaoyun fell.
I hope that what happened to An Xiaoyun and Li Yonghe cannot end with a single paper of investigation conclusions and several responsible persons. The parties concerned need to root out the cancer of "being mentally ill" and restore the dignity of big countries and small people from the source.
Sun Zhigang used his life to promote the end of life of the "shelter" system.
It is hoped that the experience of An Xiaoyun and Li Yonghe can also promote the disappearance of "passive psychosis" from history as soon as possible.
Tianya Bike
May 24, 2024
