1. The more unwilling you are to accept something, the more you have to learn to digest it. It's silly to expect others' understanding!
2. Suddenly I felt very funny. It's silly. But I also loved so desperately. Forget it. Let go. You are inferior to others. Don't fantasize. It's impossible.
3. Sometimes I really think I'm stupid. Don't you see the hypocrisy? I like you in my own way, but it's funny to look back.