Recently, I occasionally touched the works of Luo Yanzhen indirectly. First I read Because of Women, which made me feel very much. Then I read his Water of the Waves, which shocked me a lot. Chi Dawei gave me a good example, example and textbook! I admire him for his performance in the unit and his contempt for himself behind his performance. As he said, they are a generation of victorious losers, losers, elegant laymen and vulgar refined people.

The father of Chi Dawei, the hero in the book, was always open and helpful, respected Confucius and Mencius, and treated countless patients in the village. His father's noble character also exerts a subtle influence on Xiao Dawei. When he was a child, Dawei lived in a quiet village, picking herbs with his father and playing with his partners. After the college entrance examination, Dawei and his friends talked about the future together. They were full of hopes for the future. The good news finally came. Dawei was admitted to a medical university in the capital to study Chinese medicine. His father also left him with a smile and satisfaction.

In a calm university life, suddenly, a rippling pool fell in love with Dawei. The other party was a lovely school flower. His family environment was superior and luxurious, and his name was Xu Xiaoman. Dawei dared not even think about it before. Because of this, Dawei also offended many students. The feeling of first love is always beautiful and attractive to each other. But over time, Xiaoman's young lady's temper began to show, and Dawei was always patient. Later, Xiaoman felt that Dawei should go to see the world, so he often took Dawei to parties and other occasions where important people participated, so that he could meet more people who would play an important role in his future life. Maybe because of his father's influence, Dawei, who has the flavor of a mountain village, is very disgusted with all this and is very unwilling to laugh against his own will. So, the two people have differences and end up unhappy.

The beliefs and ideals of youth have become so ethereal after entering middle age. In the face of reality, people always appear so fragile, so small and so childish.

Participated in the work, understood the reality is very cruel! Some people can't accept the cruelty. His spiritual world is very noble, and the noble is too poor, so he became a victim of reality, so pitiful and worthy of sympathy. But no one dares to stand up for him, because the reality is in front of us, and no one wants to sacrifice himself for others, sacrifice his future, and involve his family.

Dawei gradually understands! If you want to have a foothold in the officialdom life of today's society, you must learn to be a dog, always watch the leader's eyes, learn to flatter, learn to do whatever you want, and gradually lose the ideal of saving people when you were young! Gradually for money, status unscrupulous, in the temptation of interests, he gradually numb.

With the help of his wife Dong Liu and his own efforts, Chi Dawei finally realized his wish and ascended the throne of the Provincial Department of Health! But I feel that I have lost something. As a doctor, I did not heal the wounded and save the dying. But my hard struggle in the officialdom violated my ideal and the principle of being a doctor. But the reality is so cruel. What's the use of just being a good person? It's the following sentence. The truth is that it's in the hands of powerful people. Only when powerful people say hello, can you be good, It's no use for the powerful people not to say hello, no matter how nice you are. It's too realistic to watch the stars and the moon for food.

Chi Dawei's experience tells us that there must be tens of millions of eyes that have seen what you see before you see it. Their blindness and iron heart are also compressed under cruel rules; The thing you think of must have been thought of by tens of millions of people before you think of it. The reason why it is still like this is that it has infinite mysteries and mysteries. Who will always be poor and lofty.

As the "Songs of Chu" said, "When the water of the Canglang is clear, it can wash my tassels; when the water of the Canglang is muddy, it can wash my feet."