The third day of junior high has come. The invisible pressure makes me want to escape, but how can I really escape? The teacher's expectant eyes and the worried eyes of my family make me feel depressed all the time, but now my grades are like this, and I am beginning to be confused.

I am a very insecure person, so I am very sensitive to things around me. Every time something small happens, I will be affected by it. I can't concentrate on my study, and I have no choice. Whenever you ask me whether you have done your best, I hesitate to answer, because I have the answer in my heart, I do not! I can't always concentrate on what you said, but I think I have tried, just like you said, I didn't try my best, I laughed, indeed, I rely too much on people around me. When I have questions, I think about it less than three times, and my heart starts to get irritable, so I ask you for help for a long time, Sometimes when I see a problem, I want to find you... Dependence is formed slowly

Sometimes it's sad that people around you are too good, isn't it?

Almost all my friends have better grades than me. Their presence always seems to hurt my enthusiasm. But what can I do? They are my friends, but I think my life should be sad without them. Sometimes their presence gives me an atmosphere for learning, and I can study with them at ease.

Sometimes, life is so helpless. I have to support my life before the end of the third day of junior high school. Knowing that it is past, I am no longer sure whether I can enter high school... I can only do my best