In the middle of the night, a fat body lay quietly on the bed, watching the electronic clock next to the computer beating numbers. Smelling the smell of the room because it had not abandoned the delivery box for a long time, I felt my heart pumping pain, and a tear slipped from Tong Shuo's corner of the eye
Don't know the meaning of this tear, is it pain? Is it regret? Or not to give up? Or liberation?
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The heart was still throbbing, the vision became blurred, but the consciousness became clearer and clearer. The fuzzy light brought Tong Shuo back ten years ago. The young and beautiful Li Danfeng, with short hair, white skin, and mercury like eyes, looked so bright when she got off the train
"Hehe, is this going to die? I really want to see you again."
The picture is still continuing
On the bank of the West Lake, the night was sultry. She walked hand in hand step by step. She looked back and smiled. That was the light of Tong Shuo at the lowest point in his 23 years of life
Li Danfeng: "Come back to Fengtian with me. You didn't graduate from college to be abandoned here or to work hard. I will face everything together with you in the future."
Tong Shuo: "I have no money, no car, no house."
Li Danfeng: It doesn't matter. Let's take our time. Everything will get better
Tong Shuo raised his head, and there was a trace of brilliance in his dark eyes: "My mother doesn't want me anymore. My father has a new family. Nobody wants me anymore. I'm a waste that nobody likes."
Li Danfeng: "Is it not enough for you to have me?"
Tong Shuo: "Don't leave?"
Li Danfeng: "Don't give up!"
Tong Shuo: "Fool!"
Li Danfeng: "Fool!"
Tong Shuo: "Do you still remember?"
Li Danfeng: "Never forget!"
At this time, what Tong Shuo thinks in his heart is that you are willing to pick me up when I am in the most difficult situation, and I will not let go of your hand no matter what hardships there are in the future.
That day, February 28, was the day before the New Year. It seemed to herald a new beginning
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Four years later, on February 4, Hangzhou. Li Danfeng: "I'm so tired. I don't want to work anymore. Let's go home, OK?"
"OK, I'll resign." Tong Shuo did not hesitate.
On March 6, Li Danfeng said, "It's hard to find a job in Fengtian. Let's go to Kyoto."
"OK, let's go."
In May, Li Danfeng said, "After paying the rent, we don't seem to have much money on hand."
"Well, no matter what work, I will try to do it first."
In June, Li Danfeng: "I miss you so much. You have been out for a long time. When will you come back?"
"Well, I'll try to hurry back."
"My mother has been having trouble with her family recently. She lives here."
"It doesn't matter. Wait for me. I'll find a way."
In August, Li Danfeng said, "We are the best, and we will be better and better in the future." With these words, her face smiled, but no one could see the trace of fatigue in her eyes.
On September 16, Li Danfeng said, "Let's break up. I'm tired. I can't continue. Your family disagrees. My family is dissatisfied. I don't know whether our persistence is meaningful."
On September 17, Tong Shuo said, "I am lying in the middle of the road downstairs. If you don't come to see me, I will lie here for an hour. My life is up to God."
"Please go back. It's really unnecessary."
An hour later, Tong Shuo stood up and patted the dust. It turned out that nothing could really save a person's heart.
On September 18, "I wrote the last words here to remember my love. Since then, you and I have nothing to do with each other. Since then, I have returned to a state of loneliness. Since then, I have been alone without any concern."
On September 19, I watched the first conversation between them after I first saw them.
Idiot: Idiot doesn't know how much a fool loves her. She is scared... I was also scared and hesitated by what he said...
Fool: A fool can't describe it, but a fool knows that a fool can't live without a fool.
Idiot: Is it OK to watch the fool behave in the future?
Fool: Fool.. come on.
Idiot: Idiot really doesn't know. She is scared
fool:...
Idiot: Hehe...
Fool: Good
Stupid: Yeah
Fool: Fools have time and confidence.
Stupid: Mmm...
Fool: Fools want fools to think about it and decide their future. They also want fools to think about it and not go to the south.., The fool is really worried, and really reluctant to...
Stupid: Yeah
Fool: Are you tired?
Fool: If a fool abandons his career for love, will he abandon him for reality?
Fool: Sleep?
Dumb: No...
Fool: Fools don't abandon fools...
Idiot: Idiot has heard the same words, but graduation is a season of parting, and success is also a season of leaving...
Fool: The fool said that he would work and travel with the fool... The fool has persuaded his mother today... A fool says he wants to start a business, but it can't be done without a fool... The fool said that he had completed his goal of 45 years old, and he still had to travel with the fool...
Stupid: Yeah.
Fool: Fool will do...
Fool: If a fool can do nothing...
Fool: The cause of a fool is to support a fool, so a fool will not accomplish nothing...
Idiot: Idiot will become a dirty woman one day...
Fool: At that time, the fool was also an old man...
Fool: Women will feel at home after. Become an old woman... It's not about age...
Fool: There's already one at home...
Dumb: That's different...
Fool: But fools always make the family happy...
Idiot: It's different. Mom and wife are different. No man doesn't hate women like that...
Fool: Fool said he would treat with the same attitude...
Idiot: It is not a fool and a fool, but a fool and a fool's mother...
Fool: Fool knows that a quiet and stable home is happiness...
Idiot: Idiots used to become grannies because they had love, and then they were abandoned...
Fool: nagging is caring, caring is happiness...
Idiot: That man said that too, but he didn't know that petty quarrels were part of it...
Fool: Fools don't quarrel, fools don't argue...
Fool: He said that women should know how to dress themselves, but he didn't know why women didn't dress themselves...
Fool: Fools can make abnormal passion become dull...
Fool: But a fool can be upset, sometimes...
Fool: It's not the fool's fault that the fool is upset. It's the fool who is not in place...
idiot; That sounds good, can you do it?
Fool: A fool should tell a fool why, and a fool will do it...
Stupid: Yeah. That fool wants to enjoy the feeling of being loved... Can a fool give a romantic way...
Fool: Fools don't understand romance, but they will try their best to love, even if it is plain, it will be reflected in little by little. A fool doesn't have ninety-nine roses, but a fool has a gentle heart and doesn't know whether it is enough... Not enough?
Stupid: Enough...
Fool: How about people...
Fool: sleepy...
Stupid: Go to sleep then. good night...
This is the promise once made, and this is the promise of reality.
On this day, Tong Shuo felt like a dead heart and had no more worries.