Moving forward does not mean abandoning the past completely.
But if you want to go forward bravely, Xia Xinyu must establish a mentality - everything in the past is a prologue.
Life before this is all prologue.
When she reached the door, Xia Xinyu stopped and looked at Chen Yuan, whose hair and body were still wet, and reminded her, "Go to take a bath quickly. Don't catch a cold."
"Hmm."
Chen Yuan looks at Xia Xinyu and stops talking.
Although life is safe, the psychological condition is still worrying.
"If you have something to do, just send me a WeChat message, or come to me... But don't push the door directly, knock on the door first." Xia Xinyu smiled.
"You should repair the door lock, or it will not be very safe."
Although the thieves had to leave 200 yuan in tears when they came into the mean room, there was a 17-year-old innocent girl in it, which could not guarantee the moral bottom line of the other party.
I don't like myself. I really can't do it. I can still fight with swords.
"Then I will go back."
"Hmm."
Chen Yuan nodded, and the two returned to their respective rooms with their backs facing each other.
When Chen Yuan's door was unlocked, her voice came from behind: "Well, you can ask your head teacher tomorrow."
"Ah?" Chen Yuan looked back and looked at Xia Xinyu.
"Aren't you worried about whether the puppy is alive or dead? In that case, just ask directly, so that you won't be worried and you won't be depressed." Xia Xinyu explained.
Do you still think I am depressed because of that dog?
Oh, yes, she didn't know that she could see the life span of life.
However, if you don't have this ability, you will not see the 'incurable disease' on your dog, and even the source of trouble will not arise.
Of course, the other side's kindness should be responded to.
"Well, I will ask on Monday that although Lao Mo is arrogant and charming, he is not too bad. He will not treat me as a person just because I am not in the top 100 of the honor list." Chen Yuan nodded.
"And..."
"Well, you said."
Chen Yuan, who is familiar with the book Emotional Intelligence, knows that, generally speaking, what seems to need to be mentioned incidentally is what the other person really wants to say, but wants to stop talking.
"I, you don't have to worry."
Carefully looking at Chen Yuan's calm eyes, Xia Xinyu's eyes did not dodge. On the contrary, she took the initiative to meet the other's eyes and locked them.
Very powerful.
Since her life expectancy returned to normal, Chen Yuan has really stopped worrying.
The previous countdown was just like a life reminder to him, which made him very nervous.
Why did she tell herself?
Because she worried that she would think she wanted to commit suicide, which affected her mood.
It is really strong and makes people cry.
In contrast, the 30-year-old woman was just her girlfriend who had her tummy enlarged by her boyfriend. Such a trivial alarm would make people think that she was a small matter of Sabie. She even wanted to commit suicide. After being saved by a strange man, she still sucked on the other person like an octopus, demanding temperature. Her mental maturity is very different.
But Xia Xinyu is not good.
That simple maxim says well - the more sensible you are, the more wronged you will be.
Of course, I'm just a neighbor, and now I'm asking others to hug me like octopus, which is really beyond the boundary.
"I see."
"Mm-hmm. Good night."
After saying this sentence, Xia Xinyu finally lightened the burden on her heart by more than half.
When she got home, she moved the table against the door, took a good bath, dried her hair, changed into loose short sleeves and shorts, and finally lay on the bed with her tired body.
She knew that night was the most painful.
In fact, it has always been fine during the day. Especially today, when I was with Chen Yuan, my attention was unconsciously diverted. The picture of my parents dying in mudslides did not squeeze my mind.
Sleep well and close your eyes. Xia Xinyu tries to make sleepy mind overcome memories in his mind.
But when it was quiet all around and the room was dark, the scene and sound still appeared in my mind involuntarily.
But tonight's movie is different.
"This star is for you."
The light green firefly in the hand rises slowly.
The star he gave himself flew away slowly and disappeared into the bushes.
And with that glimmer of light, she saw the stars, and she was in the world.
In the same way, tears still ran down my cheeks.
But this time, she didn't want to cry.
She knows that she is not empty in her heart now, and the loneliness like the tide will never submerge her.
Lying on her side, clutching the quilt, instead of covering her head completely in the quilt, she looked out through the gap of the curtain to the slightly lit street lamp.
She knew that she could no longer be afraid to wake up.
Although Xia Xinyu can't see the stars in the night sky, she still seems to be there, whispering with a slight cry in her voice: "Mom and Dad, you don't have to worry about me. I can go on alone..."
………
Although the 11th Middle School had a weekend holiday, it was just to meet the requirement of the Education Bureau that "no remedial lessons can be taken on weekends before the second semester of senior high school". Learning cannot be left behind at all. Those students who live on campus still have to study on their own in school.
Chen Yuan's day reading is to watch online classes at home.
How to say, although the Eleventh Middle School is a provincial experiment, it also has a place in the second tier famous schools in the city.
But the upper limit of students depends more on consciousness.
So, these two days, he mainly took classes at home, wrote questions and painted some dramas.
Why not go out and play?
Of course, I don't want to waste my study time. It's not because I have a good meal a few days ago and I have to spend less money on living expenses.
However, Chen Yuanxin did not take the initiative to find Xia Xinyu after he knew that the other party would not commit suicide again. Xia Xinyu only chatted with him on WeChat several times.
She said that she had agreed with her aunt that she would go to class on Monday.
Grandfather's funeral at home has been finished, but she still wants to go back, but she didn't know exactly when.
Although some things can certainly come out in the future, they will still be unbearable when faced directly.
Similarly, Xia Xinyu also discussed with her whether to tell her name to her aunt. If we don't talk about the fact that he saved her life, we won't talk about it at present.
Of course, Xia Xinyu promised that if my aunt came, I would introduce your name to her.
Actually... I don't want to know my aunt too much.
In these two days, the most annoying thing for Chen Yuan is when Xia Xinyu will change the lock.
Every time he went downstairs, he would stare at it, even becoming obsessive-compulsive.
Fortunately, Xia Xinyu finally had the door locked on the weekend afternoon.
That is to say, tomorrow morning, Xia Xinyu will go to school as a day student in the boarding school and catch the bus and subway.
Can you really come out?
Chen Yuan has been thinking about this problem.
In the spirit of being a good person and going straight to the end, he intends to make a good verification.
"It's half past six."
Monday morning.
Previously, it was this time in the morning when we met Xia Xinyu on the stairs. Her life is very regular, different from Chen Yuan. Sometimes she wants to make up her homework in class, so she starts so early.
Click.
After getting dressed and carrying his schoolbag, Chen Yuan opened the door naturally when he heard the clear sound outside the door.
At this time, it happened that Xia Xinyu came out and locked the door carefully with the key.
... wait!
What about the countdown to life?
Chen Yuan's sudden discovery that the countdown of Xia Xinyu's life has disappeared.
Nothing.
Unbelieving him, he rubbed his eyes and stared at them carefully.
Although vaguely, I saw a light green strip like hp value on the head of the other party, but it soon disappeared and my vision was very clear.
It's clear and comfortable.
But I felt a little uncomfortable.
No, although I have said that the super power is the singer before, there is nothing to use except mental pollution, but you can't confiscate it directly for me, can you?
Isn't it no different from ordinary people?
"Good morning, Chen Yuan."
After locking the door, this beautiful girl high school student with a good student's single ponytail, wearing the uniform of No. 4 Middle School, smiled and said hello to herself.
"Well, early..."
[I shouldn't spend all my money that day. I'm hungry...]
Wait, Xia Xinyu's voice?
But didn't she say anything?