March 1st.
The Spring Festival has just passed.
At the foot of the green mountain, the drizzle is continuous.
On a raised dark brown rock, Cao Ren held a black umbrella and looked blankly at the coffin with his grandfather underneath, which was gradually covered by the workers who were invited to repair the tomb.
"Life is too short and fragile!"
Cao Ren murmured in his heart, suddenly he understood the attitude of Big Snake Pill to the death of life in the fire shadow.
Life is too short to escape from birth, old age, sickness and death.
His grandfather went to the next village to have a meal and drink a little wine, and then on the way back, he fell on the ground without breaking his skin.
But this little wrestling was like the last straw that crushed the camel, which directly broke the complete system of life of Grandpa, making his life support like a missing corner of a high building block, and he immediately collapsed.
After returning home, Grandpa did not eat or drink water, and died the next afternoon.
When Cao Ren died, when he saw his grandfather die, his eyes were still open, but his expression was gone.
At that time, Cao Ren seemed to feel strongly that his grandfather didn't want to die. He still had nostalgia for this world, and he also wanted to... get up and eat!!
But... life is too fragile and too short.
Life, old age, sickness and death are not something that human beings can resist.
Finally, Grandpa left.
Seeing his grandpa from birth to death shocked Cao Ren.
As long as he thought that he would die of old age or die of illness one day, he could not help but feel an inexplicable fear.
This fear is not the fear that life will be ended at any time when someone holds a gun against his head or a knife against his throat.
It's like the fear that when you go to the hospital for examination, the doctor suddenly says that you have cancer, or are in advanced stage, and can only live for one year at most.
This fear is not direct and has time delay.
But it is like letting you see the countdown of your life. It will keep you in fear and then you can't work hard at anything.
There are only a few people who will try their best to live a wonderful life when they know that there is only one year left in their life.
Cao Ren is not that kind of person. He is just an ordinary person.
When I know that I will die like my grandpa decades later, when I know that I will grow old in the future, I will not feel the beauty of life like my grandpa, and the happiness given by young girls.
Cao Ren can't work hard these days, and his face is always expressionless and indifferent.
Everyone thought that Cao Ren was sad because his grandfather died, so he became like this.
Only Cao Ren knew that when he thought that he would one day grow old and die, he was not interested in anything.
"Let's go. Don't be sad. Go home."
"We burned luxury cars and houses, and we still have several hundred million yuan to give to your grandfather. Your grandfather lives well there. Don't be sad."
After erecting the monument, burning the paper, and setting off the fireworks, Cao Ren was still standing on the raised rock looking at his grandfather's grave. His mother, Li Mei, came to comfort her son in a soft voice.
"I see."
Cao Ren smiled at his mother mechanically, then took the umbrella and left. He was still powerless to do anything.
Alas!!
Looking at her son like this, Li Mei shook her head and sighed, and quickly followed her son.
When he got home, Cao Ren was holding the door handle and was about to open the door, but his face suddenly froze. He looked at the door handle, especially at the places where the paint fell off. Suddenly, he had a picture in his mind, as if he was holding the door handle to open the door, and the places where the paint fell off the door handle, In this scene, he seemed to dream that he had seen or seemed to have done the same action and seen the same door handle.
"Here we go again."
Cao Ren shook his head, pushed the door in, and then went upstairs to the bed. Then Cao Ren was stunned again.
The mosquito net and sand curtain on the top of the bed are covered with three triangular insects.
These three insects, and the scene he sees now.
Another picture flashed in Cao Ren's head, which was exactly what he saw now.
Just like this scene, he has experienced it before, but it is not. Cao Ren is sure that he has not passed before, including the scene of the doorknob just now.
These seemingly familiar pictures are just like Cao Ren, who had predicted that he would experience all these things in the future today.
But now he knew that he had foreseen the present scene in advance.
Very strange?
It's strange???
Cao Ren has seen this kind of deja vu in the past, but there are not many of them. Sometimes, when I read a novel, I felt as if I had read it before when I saw a segment, and I was sure that it was my first time to read this novel.
But now, in recent days, especially after seeing his grandfather's death in person, Cao Ren seems to have opened a certain mechanism, and he feels that the scene of greeting others seems familiar. He used to greet others at this time and place in such a tone.
Even when he saw a tree or heard someone say a word suddenly, Cao Ren felt like he had met someone before.
This also led to Cao Ren's constant absences these days, and everyone thought that he was sad because his grandfather died.
"Why does this happen?"
Cao Ren thought for a while, then gave up thinking on the ground that he would die in the future anyway. Why did he think so much? He lay flat on his big bed and didn't think about anything.
But... I really don't want to do anything.
It is often said that every day has its own thoughts and every night has its own dreams.
At night, Cao Ren dreamed.
But this dream was very strange. He dreamed that a person was sleeping on a bed surrounded by mosquito nets and screens. That person was him. In this dream, he was also dreaming. In the dream, there was also a person who was sleeping on a bed surrounded by mosquito nets and screens. That person was him.
The room, bed and mosquito net screen in the dream are identical to the room, bed and mosquito net screen in the house Cao Ren lives in now.
And he who dreams in the dream is also dreaming, and he who dreams is also sleeping in bed is also dreaming.
This dream is just like a Russian doll, which has been repeated all the time.
Cao Ren felt that his spiritual consciousness was like a little plum in the dream stealing space, constantly being pulled into deeper dreams.
Until Cao Ren didn't know how many layers he had set up, when he was almost unable to feel his existence.
Dong! Dongdong! Dongdong! Dongdong Dongdong! Dong! Dong...... A confused sound is like the sound of two hearts beating at the same time.
Then Cao Ren seemed suddenly pulled into a nihilistic and dark space.
In this space, Cao Ren can neither see nor touch his body, but he can clearly feel his existence.
Cao Ren looked around curiously. It was dark and empty, as if he had come into the universe without stars. It was dark all around.
Only the sound of two huge hearts beating at different frequencies echoes in this dark and empty space.
"What is this place?"
"Am I still dreaming?"
"But this dream is too real!!!"
Although Cao Ren could not see or touch his own body, he was like a man in the state of soul. He could think, but could not speak.
However, Cao Ren felt a real feeling about him, which was more real than the slap he gave himself.
It's like the reality of "a golden pill swallowed into the stomach, and today I know I'm me" in Xiuxian.
But the truer Cao Ren was, the more frightened he became.
This dark and nihilistic place where nothing can be seen is like being in the dark deep sea. If you are trapped in this place all the time, who can stand it.
But come what you are afraid of!!!
This ghost place seems to have no concept of time and no margin.
Cao Ren felt that he could not stand it until a day or even two hours had passed.
"Grass..."
"I..."
Cao Ren didn't persist for long. He became agitated and scolded unconsciously, but no sound came out, just like he was in space where sound could not be spread.
The only sound that can be heard here is the sound like two hearts beating disorderly.
It was also because of this voice that Cao Renneng "heard" that he was not completely crazy, and he still kept a sense of sobriety in his heart.
In this way, time seems to have passed for several years, or tens of thousands of years.
Cao Ren could not perceive the change of time.
But Cao Ren has lost his strength to be crazy, or his ability to think. He is like a person whose transparency has reached 99. 99%. He will soon disappear and become nothing.
This dark environment, where nothing can be seen, even people with strong psychological pressure resistance can't stand ten days and a half months.
Cao Ren, however, seems to have spent several years or tens of thousands of years. His spiritual consciousness has been extremely weak, leaving only a little light that is about to disappear completely transparently.
"Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong!"
"Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong!"
At the moment when the light in Cao Ren's heart was about to disappear completely, the heartbeat that was like two hearts beating disorderly suddenly synchronized, as if it had merged into a more powerful heartbeat.
With the first heartbeat of synchronization.
A drop of silver water suddenly appeared in the originally dark and nihilistic space.
Then, every time the heartbeat sounds, there will be a drop of silver water.
With the appearance of silver water drops, Cao Ren, who was about to be completely transparent in his soul, gradually consolidated his body.
In this way, in the dark and nihilistic space, the sound of heart beating is heard constantly, and more and more silvery water drops are produced.
In the twinkling of an eye, the silver water droplets gathered into small water balls, and time did not know how long it had passed.
Cao Ren's body was finally completely consolidated, and his consciousness came to life.
At the same time, Cao Ren also opened his eyes in reality.
As soon as he opened his eyes, Cao Renmeng subconsciously grabbed his neck with both hands and gasped, as if the drowning man had regained his breath.
Everything in the nihilistic space is too real.
The feeling that the body is empty and transparent, and gradually can not feel their own existence, just like drowning.
As soon as he woke up, Cao Ren took a big breath subconsciously.
After a while, Cao Rencai calmed down and looked out of the window. The morning sun was passing through the deep white clouds. The light was a little dim, but there was no doubt that it was daytime now.
In other words, everything in the empty space is a dream!
Thinking of this, Cao Ren put his hand on his forehead. He was about to breathe a sigh of relief when his eyes suddenly froze.
He stared at a series of arm shadows in front of him, just like when he was a child watching TV, the signal suddenly got stuck, and a bunch of arm shadows were stuck directly.
"Are you dazzled?"
Cao Ren subconsciously raised his hand and waved in front of him.
This is... really!!!
Cao Ren's hand swayed with him, followed by a series of residual images, just like when watching Duan Yu, the eighth division of Tianlong, perform the wave wave microwave in his childhood.
It's just different from the shadow that Duan Yu brought with him when he was walking slowly, but the shadow that Cao Ren brought with him will not disappear.
Moreover, rather than being a ghost, the slightly dim arm was projected on the place where Cao Ren's arm crossed.
Cao Ren could see no matter how he rubbed his eyes.
Even because he rubbed his eyes with his hands, he left a string of hands projected on his eyes, which made Cao Ren's vision blurred.
"What is this?!!!"
At this moment, Cao Renjin opened the quilt and got out of bed.
Then looking back, Cao Ren was shocked.
From the time he opened the quilt to the time he got out of bed, every one thousandth of a second there was a slightly transparent Cao Ren fixed frame, which formed a shocking picture of people taking pictures now.
But... this is the reality, not the special effect in the movie.
How can reality be
Just when Cao Ren was thinking about how such a person might be photographed in reality, he suddenly got a shock, and the whole person seemed to be in an epiphany, standing still.
After a while, Cao Rencai came back to himself, and then his heart began to think.
His shadow disappeared, and then he suddenly disappeared like a blink when he was standing in the same place, and suddenly appeared on the bed.
At this moment, looking at the ceiling, Cao Ren's mouth could not help rising.
