The weather in Wuhan in autumn is always unpredictable. As if overnight, the whole city became sad.
There was a weak drizzle in the sky, and the wind was blowing. The light wind and drizzle were blowing on my body before I could change my sleeves. I stood at the door of an express, holding a letter from my girlfriend who had broken up for half a year!
The letter said: "Hey, long time no see!
I'm getting married! Sorry, I broke our original agreement. You should know that the best age for a woman is between 18 and 30. In a few years, I will be 30 years old. By that time, I may have become old and young. Nobody wants me! So don't blame me. I have to marry myself out in advance. I know you. Your life must be in a mess now! Don't order takeout every day. Those things are not nutritious and hygienic. You are a workaholic. You have to work until 2~3 o'clock in the morning. This is very bad, and your health will be unbearable! Besides, don't say so much. You won't listen to me anyway. I always dislike my wordiness—— Your friend "Xia Zhi"
I also sent an invitation card with a picture of Xia Zhi and another man I had never seen before. In the past six months, she finally couldn't bear the urge of her family and got married. Remembering the picture of me holding each other tightly and saying that we would be together forever. Now, this is a mockery for us!
She still likes to laugh as before, a little playful, a little cute. The man in the photo looks simple and honest. He may give Xia Zhi the life she wants!
I don't care at all that Xia Zhi has violated the pledge we made together at the beginning, and said that I would marry her before I was 30 years old! As long as you are happy, this is what I want to say to Xia Zhi. Our relationship began in the early summer three years ago and ended in the early autumn three years later!
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I put the letter and invitation in my pocket, and then went to my rented house.
This damned weather can change at any time. It began to rain more and more heavily. I didn't have an umbrella, so I had to rush back against the heavy rain! I wish I wouldn't wet the letter I put in my trousers pocket.
I live in an old community, which is still some distance from a certain express. When I got home, my T-shirt had been completely wet by the rain. No more.
Just after changing clothes, I heard someone knocking at the door.
It's the landlady's old lady with the bill in her hand
"Xiao Xu! It's almost the end of the month. Should I pay the rent for this month?"
The rent that should have been paid at the beginning of the month has been delayed until the end of the month. I feel embarrassed and embarrassed.
"OK! Wait a minute!"
Return to the bedroom and take the cash prepared in advance to the old lady.
"Please check it!"
"Xiao Xu, why haven't you seen Xiao Xia recently?"
"Ah, that, she went home and got married!" I was a little embarrassed when the old lady asked me. After all, Xia Zhi and I rented the house together, and we also lived together for a period of time. Now suddenly one person is missing. The old lady can't help asking a few more questions. After all, she rented this room for Xia Zhi's sake.
"Married? Aren't you Xiao Xia's boyfriend?" The old lady was a little disappointed when she learned that Xia Zhi was not here. Shaking his head, he turned and walked downstairs. "Alas! We are old and can't understand your young ideas!"
Although I had broken up with Xia Zhi, it was as painful to be suddenly mentioned by others as if I had been stabbed by a needle!
I closed the door and looked at the room. I remembered every bit of life with Xia Zhi in the past. Her breath still lingered in the air of the room.
The pot of tulips placed outside the window is Xia Gardenia's favorite flower. I collected the flowerpot from the outside and looked at the withered tulip pot! It also indicates that my love with Xia Zhi has come to an end.
Xia Zhi said that the flower language of tulips is "eternal love!" I wish our love would last forever! I also said that she would not marry in my life.
But in the end, our feelings were defeated by money! I don't blame her. Everyone has the right to pursue happiness. I can only blame my inability to give her the happiness she wants.
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In the evening, the director of the Personnel Department called me: "Xu Nan, right? Please go to the Personnel Department tomorrow to handle the resignation procedures and hand over the work!"
Obviously, I was laid off by the company.
The stock of my company has fallen sharply recently, and the impact of the Internet economy on the real industry is too great. The company is likely to go bankrupt at any time. This morning, we held a meeting to announce the layoff plan, which has been implemented so soon.
"OK! I see! I'll be there tomorrow morning."
After hanging up the phone, I looked at the clock on the wall. It's 7:30 p.m., and I've been there for more than two hours before I know it. It's time to have dinner.
I don't have much appetite at this moment. I want to find someone to have a drink. Pick up the phone and make a call.
The phone has been ringing for a long time, and a lazy voice came from the other end of the phone, "Why are you so busy that you remembered to call your buddies today?"
"Can't I call you if I'm free?"
"No, this is not your style."
"Nothing, just want to drink!"
"Come to space, I'll wait for you here."
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Hang up, The space is a long way from my rental place, and it takes more than 20 minutes by car. As far as I have just lost my job, it is obviously impossible to sit in the past. Therefore, taking the subway is a very fast and affordable way of transportation.
By this time, it was already dark, the rain had stopped, and the temperature had dropped by more than ten degrees Celsius. The huge billboard in the far market lights up the people in hurry.
When you light a cigarette, the familiar smell of smoke will be transmitted to the brain in an instant. Let the tense brain nerves relax, and sucked two more mouthfuls. The smell of cigarettes completely confused me.
People say that smoking is harmful to health, but there are still so many people who smoke at the cost of harming their bodies!
This thing is a bit like love. I know it will be like this. Some people are desperate for this!
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Passing a flower shop that was about to close, I remembered that there was a pot of withered tulips at home. I decided to go in and have a look.
"Balderdash" is the name of this flower shop. Under the sign is a sentence: "The flower shop will not open, and flowers will continue to open!"
The literal meaning of this sentence is that when the flower shop is closed, the flowers will also be in full bloom. I will live without you in my life. Although I am embarrassed, I am beautiful!
